I'm Such A Fool!!!

I don't want to continue the cerita of the previous post lah. It's wrong for me to do this. Forget about it lah. It's not important.......


Haiyah....got somebody want to make me jealous. I don't know why.... Maybe she be song see me being a nice person or whatever lah. She's trying very hard to make me jealous but sorry lah....You're looking for the wrong person to start a cat fight, alright? I don't have time for petty arguments.


I knew from the start already lah.....I don't want to pretend I don't know anymore. Anyway, I don't think you all get what I'm talking about so what's the point I post this hoh?? Hmmm....luahan hati bah.


I feel like a fool these days. Cos I supposedly "fell in love" with someone that I shouldn't fall in love with. Haha.....I feel as though God's saying "What were you thinking?? I told you, didn't I? You stubborn girl....." And I feel as though He just hit me in the nougat cos I'm thinking very straight right now. Focus all set on Jesus. Haha!! Wonders....


But I feel like a fool because I never thought that I would succumb to this. I mean, I always have this mindset..."I'm the no. 1 Bachelorette." And that I'm waiting for a guy who fears God as much as I do etc. Who would've thought this would happen? I suppose it's to teach me to be patient and to remind me that I shouldn't settle for the things I have now. Cos I'm still young and there's better things ahead of me.


Oh well, I'm still human being. And I can't do things perfect. I acknowledge I need God. This is a lesson that I need nothing else but God and I live to please Him. It's part of my purpose here on earth anyway. =)