Tuesday, December 23, 2008

Annual Band Dinner Performance

This is my performance with Pamela Wang during the band dinner. Not so good cos we're not pro but hope you all enjoy. =)

Relax....Take It Easy.

Yesterday I heard the best advice I needed all day. Simple, rather cliche but it really did strike me. "Take it easy," said Zayy. It's so....overrated but it really helped lah. It made me realize....why was I so stressed out anyway??? =.=" I really should take it easy. Haha. Thanks Zayy. C'mon. It's just Moral and Malaysian Studies for God's sake! (I'm talking to myself..)

So I guess the theme song for today is..Relax, Take It Easy by Mika....

Relax!! take it eeaaaassssyyyy~~~~~nanananana~~~(dono the rest of the lyrics)

Friday, December 19, 2008


After watching My Super Sweet 16 Exiled, I wana go Thailand. I've always wanted to go Thailand anyway. It's such a beautiful place and rich in culture. How nice if I could be there to see it. Anyway, Thai people are beautiful people(handsome guys too! *thinks VJ Utt*). Even though some say he's gay but whatever.

I wana go Thailand!! I wana see the beach!! I wana experience the spa....and I wana see Thai silk cloth......... I wana shop for cheap stuff!


Thursday, December 18, 2008

Mind Your Words

You know, some people can be so rude. And is your friend. To others who aren't so close, they refrain but when it comes to you, they take it for granted cos you're their friend. You've been friends quite long that they don't hold back their slashing toungue on you cos they've gotten used to it. And you? Poor you have gotten immune to it and just pardon them and continues to be polite, hoping that they would someday feel ashamed cos you're so polite and they make trashy and insulting comments to you. Plus, you dismiss them of their rudeness cos they're just somewhat immature, unlike you who's weird and unusually mature in thinking. But now, how can you when that person's 18? Aka adult? And those trashy and insulting comments who your friend thought was okay but it's not starts getting to you cos you realize it's time to not be so lenient anymore. It's time to fight back and make them realize they can't do this anymore. For God's sake, you're 18 and it's important for your social life. How long do you want to be ignorant of your insults and not-so-nice comments? I know it's not meant to hurt anyone but can you please not be so straight forward?

And how can I say this to you face-to-face? I really don't know but it has to be done. After seeing that you don't get what I'm doing. Not messaging you. Not really talking. Being hostile after you made a rather insulting comment with your rude tone. But it ain't that obvious isn't it? I can't. I tak sampai hati want to do it cos I don't wana see you hurt. And I'm just plain polite. But as a friend, sugar-coated words aren't gona help you anymore. Since you take me for granted. It's time I be like you, the straight forward you but like me, in a polite way.

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

Tagged by Syaza

1. The person who tag/pass you is?
Syaza aka Sotong!!

2. Your relationship with him/her is?
we're lesbians *winks!* NOT!! My friend lah.

3. Your five impression of him/her?
-thought she was quite and reserved at first
-found out she wasn't so quiet after all. haha!!
-nice girl to hang out with
-found out she could draw really well
-she can be demanding but is always willing to help when we need it

4. The most memorable thing she/he had done for you?
umm...she always take my physics practical book for me. xD

5. The most memorable thing he/she said to you?
wah....aduh, i don't know lah. too many.

6. If she/he become your lover you will?
MY GOD!!! *pengsan* (i think she pengsan also)

7. If he/she becomes your lover, the thing he/she has to improve on will be?
don't be so demanding la dear..... xD xD xD

8. If she/he your enemy, you will?
i will not talk to you babe and pretend you never existed even.

9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be?
She stole my boyfriend!! xD No, no.... She left me for another girl!! xD xD

10. The most desired thing you want to do for her/him now is?
Hang out....we really need to do that again lah. And ponteng class Physics kejap.

11. Your overall impression of him/her is?
What else can I say other thanbeing one of my best pals in college?

12. How you think people around you will feel about you?
It all depends. Some may like me, some may hate me.

13. The characters you love of yourself are?
I like that I'm creative. LOL. (Am I even creative??)

14. On the contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
I hate that I'm a procrastinator.

15. The most ideal person you wana be is?
I wana be like Jesus!

16. For the people who care and like you, say something to them.
Thanks for your love and care people!

17. Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wish to know how they feel about you.
2)Syaza (tagged but i tag again)

18. Who is no.6 having a relationship with?
He's single now.

19. Is no.9 a male or female?

20. If no. 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
oh no......it's not good. both of them got girlfriend. the gfs will be devastated.

21. What is no. 2 studying about?
oh...things to do with numbers and explaining natural phenomenon. Same crap that I do.

22. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
Baru jak...

23. What kind of music does no. 8 like?
she likes Paramore. Like me.

24. Does no.1 have any siblings?
Yeah, sure he does.

25. Will you woo no. 3?
What's woo?

26. What about no.7?
Apa ya woo? ????

27. Is no.4 single?
I think so. Should be...

28. What is the surname of no.5?
Elly Changi....Elly Changi....Elly Changi what ah? aduh.......(please don't kill me Elly Bear. even though i know you so long, i stil can't remember!)

29. What's the hobby of no.10?
That's easy. =) He likes cars and has a fetish for hair. Right Nimai? Heehee...

30. Does no.5 and no.9 get along well?
They don't know each other...

31. Where is no.2 studying at?

32. Talk something casually about no.1.
He is Mr. Kenny Rogers!!

33. Have you tried developing feelings for no.6?

34. Where does no.9 live at?
From Miri. Currently in Kuching. Hostel kat Swinburne.

35. What colour does no.4 like?
Don't know lah. Uhm....white? (chio...sebarang tembak lah tok)

36. Are no.5 and 1 best friends?
Nope. They don't even know each other!

37. Is number 7 the sexiest person in the world?
one word----> xD (is that even a word??)

38. What is no.6 doing now?
Am reading Moral Studies notes and I DON'T UNDERSTAND A SINGLE THING. Ah well. It's just Moral Studies.

Monday, December 15, 2008

Tagged by Mr. Kenny Rogers (Gio) xD

at first, when i heard that person A was gonna TAGGED person B, then this BLOGGER company would automatically send this question to PERSON B's blog. wow! how imaginative.

here it goes...and i am gonna say it with colours!

8 people to tag:
-my sis xD
i sebarang choose..

8 things I am passionate about:

-Hair care
-Johnny Depp

8 things I say too often:
-i laugh from start to finish! (fave quote from 8 Simple Rules)
-palah kau tok!

8 movies I have watched recently:

-Madagascar 2
-Money Not Enough
-which reminds me. a stack of DVDs waiting for me. and i gotta finish Batman! fell asleep while watching cos too tired. =P

8 songs that I can listen to over and over again:

-paramore's love's not a competition (but I'm winning)
-paramore's that's what you get. can never get sick of it!
-paramore's i caught myself. i got sick of decode before everyone was crazy bout it.
-paramore's conspiracy
-sikth's peep show
-coldplay's viva la vida
-the devil wears prada's hey john what's your name again?
-the devil wears prada's HTML Rulez d00d

8 things I learned the past year:

-never rush into something
-how to be organise
-that weirder people than me do exist
-college life is fun!
-anything else

8 places I like to go in Kuching:

-expert BDC!! wahaha....ku suka laksa ya...
-swinburne. LOL
-my house
-church cos banyak activities. especially now.
-padini authentics wahahaha...
-eyesight optics. =P i go there every month.

8 things that you will be doing today:

-go class
-go My Restaurant at Sama Jaya to makan besar with Elly. nyam nyam!
-do some of my assignment mun sempat
-check facebook
-perhaps blog about the things i promised to blog about
-upload photos
-umm....think of decorations for the Christmas Party
-think of what song to sing for the party

8 things I regret this past year:

-i regret so many things that I can't say here. can't say i regret the things that i regret happening cos if it weren't for those things i regret, i wouldn't learn. so perhaps i don't regret anything.
Sighs....my Finals results are out today and it's not good. Well, it's good lah. But I did not meet my expectations. Really bummed bout it. I really wonder if I can still get a scholarship. So much for straight HDs. =( HD pun sik sampe. Highest pun D. Ah well, what's important is the scholarship. At least my CGPA looks nice. =)

Sunday, December 14, 2008


another performance down. Still more to go. hooh! It's tiring but still, really worth it. For now, gotta put my performances and responsibilities aside and concentrate on my exam. Haven't studied finish! Malaysian studies...I've not even finished Chapter 1! Moral...I've not even touched it. Makes me wonder if I'll even pass... Hmm.....

Friday, December 12, 2008

Going On A Hiatus

Dear readers,

I am sorry for not updating since I've been back from the camp. Alot of things came up and I'm really tired. I know you're all disappointed and I know you're all expecting a post from me but I just can't really sit down and blog at the moment. Since coming back from the camp at Siar Beach, I had a farewell party for Khira, a band annual dinner, shop for my carolling outfit, and tonight, a carolling practice. Totally packed. I hope you understand. I am really busy but it's all worth it. What I hate is the assignment that I have to do in the midst of all these. And I'll be having a performance this Saturday at The Spring and you all better come and watch. 7.30pm aight? And I'm booked for a wedding. My friend's brother to be exact. The mother has booked me as the wedding singer along with my team.

Believe me, I have so, so much to tell you guys but I just can't sit down and blog much for now, I promise to tell you bout my camp and my performance for the band dinner (which was really awesome!). But I'm really busy now. Cos I really can't believe that my chance to shine in my music field has finally come true. And I wana savour every moment of it. It all happened so fast! From my performance for band dinner, to the sudden urge to perform a song at Spring....plus my friend's brother's wedding and the urge to perform for my cousin's wedding too. I really don't wana miss these chances. I see my music blossoming better than my fashion deisgning dreams.

I've been trying to compose some songs lately but haven't actually got a tune. Hopefully, I manage to get something done and perhaps, share with you all my songs. As for now, it's all still an uncertainty. Well, I hope for the best! God willing, I may become an artist or something. Hehe. It is one of my dreams.......

That's all from me, lovely people!

With much love,

Saturday, December 6, 2008

What up people! I'll be away for 3 days. Why? Cos I'm going Siar Beach! Woohoo!! So don't be surprised if I don't have any updates. I hope it'll be fun. And I won't be going for class on Monday. Muahaha....don't miss me Swinburne peeps! (like as if they will but i'll just assume they will. xD)

Adios me muchachos! See you in 3 days time. =)

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

18 Things About Me

According to your age (18), list down the number of things that most people don't know about you. And then tag 5 people.

1)I actually mudah terasa. Cuma I poker face.

2)When it comes to music, when I am not satisfied with something, I will buat muka masam. I will get angry and show you my angry face. So yeah, I am rather a perfectionist when it comes to music. Heheh.

3)I'm actually very vain. Haha.

4)I love Maths. Really do.

5)I have a birthmark on the right side of my foot.

6)I have 3 other siblings. Not many people know this aight? People always think I have one brother only.

7)I have a very strong desire of not studying in Kuching. And I was scholarship hunting to study elsewhere.

8)I have been hurt by people close to me and the worse part is they don't know that they insulted me or said negative stuff to me.

9)I don't like people who have no manners. Aka. People THAT DON'T GREET MY FAMILY MEMBERS THAT ARE OLDER. And PEOPLE WHO SAY RUDE THINGS TO OLDER PEOPLE. That is something I cannot tolerate.

10)I am a miracle baby. I was born when my mom was old, when she was 42. There was a possibility that I could've died due to miscarriage. Even if I was born, there's a high chance that I could be handicapped. But I'm alive and perfectly formed.

11)The age gap between my oldest brother and I is 14 years, my sister and I 13 years.

12)My first band that I was obsessed with when I was a child is Michael Learns To Rock.

13)I was teased when I was young cos of my curly hair. Kinda had low self esteem cos other kids laughed at me cos my hair's different and 'weird' to them. Well, that all changed now. Haha!!

14)I make my bed everyday. Can't stand my blanket and pillows scattered around my bed.

15)I pick my nose.

16)I fart.

17)I just remembered, I can be very ceridak. That's very rare lah.

18)Last one....I actually enjoy doing housework. It's like stress relief and an anti-depressant. And the sense of accomplishment I get after that, so rewarding cos everything looks neat and beautiful.

I tag whoever who wants to do this. Malas dowh..............

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

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Sunday, November 30, 2008

Guinevese, My Disease

In GB AGM just now, there was a typo on Gwen's name. It spelt "Guinevese Padear". Haha! She's Portugese all these while?? xD Anyway, pretend Guinevese is Gwen's alter-ego aite? We made a song for her, supposedly her boyfriend is suffering loving her. It's intended to be Screamo. Composed by Sonia and Christine. It's just a few phrase. And you scream. In agony. Cos Guinevese is high maintenance as oppose to the undemanding Guinevere.

Guinevese is my disease
I cannot leave her without ease
Made me put my house on lease
Made me live on mayonaise
(pronounced "ma-yo-nese")

What Exam?

It's ironic how I started Summer Semester and I totally forgot bout exams. I just put my finals behind me and it never really crossed my mind actually. And when I came back to campus, the first thing someone had to ask me was "how was exams". At first I was like "huh? What exams?" LOL. Then I remembered bout finals. Oh....that exam. Haha! My mood kinda went down after that.

Grammatical Errors

I for one am raised in a household that speaks English. So I pretty much am good in English, rather strong in vocab and such. My dad is so into speaking proper English last time. But that was last time. Now, I really don't like the fact that I speak English so fluently. Too fluently actually. I want to speak Iban more fluently and know how to speak Bidayuh. Unfortunately I can't. There's no one to teach me. At home, we did try not to speak English for a day. Didn't work. We all ended up speaking English cos we were so used to it. That's why, when I'm out of the house, I prefer speaking languages other than English. At campus, I'd always try speaking Melayu Sarawak to my friends. I just don't wana sound like some American wannabe. Which I already think I sound like one. I just think it's cooler to speak our own language. It's original and it's just you, a language from where you come from. Honestly, I'm proud to be Sarawakian and I would love to be able to speak Melayu Sarawak better. Holidays just made my Melayu Sarawak tongue bad. Eeek! I don't like that. In front of my dad, I purposely spoke broken English with all the lahs and bahs and grammar that's so wrong. Ahh.....I just feel so Malaysian when I speak Manglish. I actually love it! Who cares if there's grammatical error? Manglish rocks!

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

An Attempt To Sound Intelligient

Malaysian Studies and Moral Studies just got interesting. Moral's more interesting. hehe. I like the other Moral lecturer. Whatever his name is. I actually got some things. Moral is really very interesting. Since the lecturer said that he's open to debates and questions, I choose to debate. There's lots that I'd like to debate. Like....Living the moral life. We discussed that there is standard moral to follow because what is regarded moral in one place may not be moral in another place. For example, our culture here prohibits public affection while America is okay with it. So living the moral life is not necessarily a good life. So I'd like to question people whent they say "to live a moral life". Interesting I tell you. Interesting. Haha.

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

Brain Washing Sessions

Summer Semester was boring. Malaysian Studies could be interesting. Cos it's in English now. But I was playing Solitaire the whole time on my phone. I have witnesses. Haha.

Zain's in the same group as I am! And he disturbed me towards the end.

And Mac teased me, calling me a player just cos I have some Tanzanian dude having interest on me. Aiyah...bowh jelez. xD

I remembered hearing Metal Age from the lecturer. I was thinking of something else. Haha. Heavy Metal Age. Guitars. Screams. Drums. Rifting. Wahaha..................

Did you know they tell you it's okay to lie in Moral Studies?

A Poker Face & An Erupting Volcano

I've been wanting to blog this for a very long time............

I thought life would be better staying here and studying here in Kuching. But no. Where there are advantages, there are disadvantages. Recently, I've been wishing that I'm studying in a place other than Kuching. Cos I wanted to live that "bujang" life where I just care about my own things like my studies and live that teenage, "free" life. I envy most girls who don't have to worry about doing house chores and they can go out whenever they please. I tell you, having a packed schedule and heavy subject content, trying to fit in house chores can be very stressful. And you girls out there, you're lucky cos you have it easy. But you'll lack something lah...

But since I started college, I didn't do house chores lah. But there's always the expectation from family to do it. I am the type of person who would always try to meet people's expectations. Even though my family never say it, the expectation is always there and I feel like a total failure when I just feel so incapable of meeting it.

And when exam came, that was the worse. There was study break a week before my exam so I decided to study in th library cos I just can't concentrate at home. And someone from home said that I'm selfish lah whatever lah when I told that person that I'll go home late. Did you know that it hurts when you say that? And when I say okay, I go back now since it's so difficult for you, you never replied. What is wrong with you? I'm not selfish! And after that incident, I just couldn't study. What I wanted to do was cry cos I was so stressed out studying and you had to say something negative to me. That was help much. Thanks a lot.

Then on Saturday which was 2 days prior to finals, I told you that I wanted to go and study in the library. And what did you say to me? I still remember it word for word. You grumbled. Then you said,"See? You're always escaping work." Wow. That was so supportive of you. I was hurt but I didn't show. I may look like I'm oblivious all the time. I may seem that I don't care but I actually do. I just make that face just so that I'll feel better when I'm actually very sensitive and hurt.

Where was the support when I needed it most? Did you have any idea that I didn't have sleep for 3 weeks? Why did you have to condemn me instead of encouraging me? Did you even know I was stressed to the extend that my hair was falling off?? You know, one day I might just not listen to you anymore cos I don't like the way you handle me. And yeah, I'd like to be away from you cos you're no help to my mental health.

I don't understand why you can't handle the house on your own that day cos well, all you had to do was cook and do some cleaning. You didn't have to pick me up from the library or anything. You know, when mama wasn't around, I did a good job at maintaining the house ON MY OWN. Ju was at school. So no one helped me but I managed doing cooking AND cleaning okay? You didn't even work that day and you're complaining??

Please stop being so condemning. I'm a teenager who needs guidance and I will listen to people like mama cos she knows how to handle me. I may seem to not listen to her but I actually do take it into consideration cos she say it in LOVE and not in a condemning way. You're always grumbling and having that tone that I don't like to hear. Kinda naggy. Who likes to hear people nagging anyway??

There. It's all out. My college life here is great. Having great friends and all...but having unecessary stress from home at the wrong time is just overwhelming. Friends, don't get me wrong. I love you all and you're the best. You did nothing to make me wana go away from Kuching aight? Again I say.......I wana be out of Kuching where I just care bout my own room, my own stuff, going out and not having people worried when I come back late. I wana hang out freely. Live in a hostel or rent a room with friends. It will be such an adventure! But I can't have all those. I know my dad won't mind but when thinking about costs, it's alot. So I don't wana be any financial burden.

Semester 2 subject content will be worse. What with Engineering Maths B and Engineering Physics. The two killer subjects. And if the same thing happens for my Sem 2 finals, I really don't know lah. I think I'll insist that it's either I go or they better not give me any more stress during that time. But during class? To try and fit in house chores I think will be another difficult thing to do.

Please, I hope you all understand that I'm lousy at time management. Please don't pressure me anymore. I don't wana end up failing because of emotional turmoil.


For those of you who knows me, I'm not the kind that will cry easily. And when I do cry, it's something that really hurt me real bad.

Monday, November 24, 2008

Christmas Wishlist =)

My wishlist for this Christmas.

1-Anna Sui purse
2-Would love to have clothes from Padini Authentics
3-New pair Converse shoes
4-A keyboard

But what I really want is perfume. I know, so useless apart from smelling good but I suddenly have this "craving" for one. Meh.

There's Always A Silver Lining...

There is one good thing about having classes though. I get money. =) My holidays weren't that fun either. I'm so broke that I can't go out much. Well, minus my Madagascar movie, I didn't get to go out with Aimi and the rest. Hmph! And I didn't get to go out with Antonia and Amanda. At least with classes, I won't feel so bored. Then again, Malaysian Studies and Moral. o.O Dahlah no other subjects. At least if there's other important subjects, I can use Malaysian Studies and Moral Studies time to study other subjects. And to think I'll be wasting 2 1/2 hours of my life later. Another 2 1/2 at night. =.=" I can do alot within that time. Ah well.....think money! Think money!! =D

Sunday, November 23, 2008

Of Metal and Carbons?

Who says rock music is bad? It's totally good. And I mean heavy metal. It's better than the Hip Hop or Rap music that promotes sex most of the time. Most heavy metal songs are surprisingly positive. Yeah, I'm Christian but I can tell you that it's okay to listen to heavy metal. Just be careful what message they're portraying. I listen to heavy metal but I don't get into some cult movements or slit my wrists (wait, that's emo) or get into drugs or whatever. In fact, it helps me study better for some reason. And I focus better on my driving. Weird huh?

Recommended metal bands....
-The Devil Wears Prada
-I Killed The Prom Queen

Listen....if you can take it.


I'm so not looking forward for class tomorrow. =.=" I don't wana do Malaysian Studies and Moral studies.

I've already made a plan that I'm not going for Friday classes. No way. I'm gonna ditch it. Sooner or later, I'll be skipping everything. Hahahaha................... Dahlah I've no mood to dress. I'm gona wear a shirt and my white track pants for night class. Preparing for bed early so when I go home, straight the bed I go.

Apparently, I forgot what I wanted to blog about. Dang. Got distracted by Facebook. =.="

Hmm....I'm having mostly night classes. Still, I hate night classes. I like morning. Cos I might wana go out at night. Hah. This sucks.

Haiyah. I was really looking forward to the Hello Kuching Art Event but it clash with church cleaning. Huhuhuhu................well, church cleaning starts in the afternoon so I think I'll go in the morning. I must go. My very first art event. So I wana experience it.

Well, I wana attempt making a song. I'm inspired but I just can't put the words together. I need some quiet time tomorrow.

Boo!! Class.....boo!!

Saturday, November 22, 2008

Tagged by Nimai.

1. Take a recent picture of yourself or take a picture of yourself right now.
2. Don't change your clothes, don't fix your hair...just take a picture.
3. Post that picture with NO editing.
4. Post these instructions with your picture.
5. Tag 5 people to do this.

seriously, that was my recent individual picture. Thank God I look good in that picture. Haha.

I tag......
- Gwen
- Mel
- Evonne
- Amanda
- Antonia


Friday, November 21, 2008

Divine Intervention

I am completely ecstatic right now!! Totally syked and excited!!! I went to the RUTH concert unexpectedly. And I don't regret going! I enjoyed the concert! Really, I do! I love their songs from start to finish. Soulcatchez was good too but RUTH is more of my kind of music. Hehe. The vocalist is so cute!!!! =)=)=) Anyway, I loved RUTH's music from start to finish and I think I'm one of the minority who showed that I love them. Dang. The crowd was lousy, I admit. And what were old people doing there?? ANyways, old people are the ones with money. Reason why most young people aren't going cos it's too darn expensive. It's undoubtedly good but they should really lower the price lah....

Back to RUTH. They're like the Christian version of The All American Rejects. Indie music. If that's your kind of music, by all means, buy their CD!! They've got myspace. If you wana check out their songs, go to myspace. Can't get their songs on youtube.

At the end of the concert, I turned my back and made my way to the exit when......Brandon Crouch threw a CD and some girl who don't look like she's a big fan of theirs got it!! And I was so close!!! GAH!! And I was wailing.....the people who really want it and really like it don't get it but people who don't, get it. I was telling God that it's unfair.

Met Ronald and Pamela at the entrance. After that, Khira and I decided we wana go meet em. Juju tagged along. But it didn't look so promising cos we only saw the Les Paul workers and RUTH band members were kinda busy. But......but.........hahaha.........it was by divine intervention or something else but I do believe it was divine intervention, I saw Sharon. The sister or the organisers. So I told her that I wana meet them. And she brought me to em. Heart pounding, getting all excited....I met them. WAH!!! THANK YOU GOD!!! The vocalist is soooo.....cute lah!! My kind of guy. Tall. Sings. Long hair that doesn't look gay. Plays guitar. Man of God. He's like the ideal guy lah... Anyway, they gave us free CDs. And I mean EACH OF US!! So we've got three. Hehehe. Of course, we're gona give away the extra one since we don't need another one. Might as well bless others like how they blessed us. And......I TOOK A PICTURE WITH THEM!!! =D XD XD XD And I was standing next to the vocalist!! Well, I purposely positioned myself there lah ha... *winks!* XD---->this was my expression when I came out from backstage. Literally and seriously. I'm not kidding. And I was practically screaming but got people so kinda malu. Silent scream lah. And people were jealous that we got CDs. Cos I passed by some girls and they were like "Eeeeeeeeeee.....they have CDs!"

This is an example of God granting you your hearts desire. I wanted this so much and by His mighty hand, He arranged a meeting for me with them. And even got a free CD since I sincerely liked it alot. I thought I wasn't gona have the CD since some lucky person got it when Brandon threw it from the stage. But I got it in a different way. I didn't have to earn it or fight for it with other fans. THEY GAVE IT TO ME PERSONALLY!! What's better than that? I even got a chance to talk to them and take a picture. Awesome. Pure awesomeness. If it weren't for God, none of this hoo-haa had happened. And I don't think I'll be sleeping tonight. Haha.

It's better than meeting Paramore. It's better than meeting Coldplay.

Then again, maybe not.XD

The remarkable event that will be immortalized in this picture and blog....

Wednesday, November 19, 2008


Holidays are here and no, I'm not spending it on hanging out with friends but staying at home with my family. I've been hanging out a lot before the hols anyway. I'm at home doing house chores like what I did few months back before college. Back to housewife training as Antonia and I put it. Hahaha...

Anyways, I watched Madagascar 2 last night and it was good! Alakay's so cute!!!! =3 Ahaha....it's funny. Loads of animated movies coming up.

Went to the gym just now. Yeah, I know, me going to gym?? So unimaginable but I went anyway. My mom decided to bring us to the new gym at the Sarawak Club Golf Course. Kinda awkward but did some good exercise. Not heavy cos I don't wana end up looking like a stick.

Tired....so tired. I don't feel like telling bout my Lundu trip just yet. Too lazy to blog much.

Saturday, November 15, 2008

Friends Are Lovelier Than Thou

I think I'm gona miss my friends. The past two weeks, I have been studying with awesome friends who have absolutely nothing in common. But that's what makes us friends. Despite having our differences, we're all supporting each other with our strengths and weaknesses. Well, we weren't entirely studying....crazy ah. It's more of studying and lepaking with each other at the same time. Talking about it just made me miss it. =( Ah well.

Let's see....the study group consists of Kak Aimi, Yanie, me, Azmi(aka ayoi), Mekartti(Mac), Aliff(alep!) and sometimes Adik(xD) Khairie(k-ree). When the days are promising(lol?), Nimai or Phillex would join us.

Kak Aimi: the kakak of the group. Seriously, she is very sisterly. Very concerned for us and a very outgoing girl. Hehe. She's funny too. Banyak peminat. Huahuahua.... Loved by many adikz. Awww......

Kak Yanie: Another older one. Another funny one. Always 'bertapa' at one corner of the library. Haha. The greatest teacher and story-teller.

me: err....pass.

Azmi: He is the funniest person in the group. Very focused in what he's doing. Even if he can't really concentrate and starts to kid around, he still wants to study and pester Yanie to 'bercerita' to him.

Mac: Isk, isk....always flirting with me. But not entirely a sweet talker. Can say things that menyakitkan hati people. But he's nice lah. Don't get me wrong. When he comes, things become less stressful.

Alep!: The big brother of the group. Hehe. Funny guy also. Always can be seen bombarding his eardrums with heavy metal songs. He is by far the most focused one of the group. He likes to bully me cos I'm one of the youngest and I'm a girl. Well, not extreme bully but playful bully.

K-ree: The most interesting person I've ever seen! He is the youngest of us all. Born in 1991 that's why. The rest of us are 1990 and above. Back to K-ree. Has and interesting hairstyle. Has an interesting sense of style. Has bags nicer than mine. When it comes to listening to heavy metal or j-rock music at loud volumes, he beats us hands down. His is the loudest.

The guys are always fascinated with the accessories that I wear. Especially my black, long necklace and my oversized purple rose ring. Wahuahua... Lazy to post pics.

I really wonder if we will hang out like this ever again. What with Kak Aimi going to degree and Mac who may not be in Swinburne anymore. College is cruel in a sense that we part sooner than high school. =(


Thursday, November 13, 2008

Where There's Frustration, There Is Also.....Peace?

And.....when the clock strikes 11.10am, here comes freedom like light shining in the darkness...............

Did I hear angels singing?

But I friggin can't get over the fact that I can't do Vector cross product. I can accept the fact that I can't do one whole question of the damned Differentiation of finding asmyptote cos that one memang susah lah. 13 marks gone? Biarlah. But vector cross product?? Berik malu to myself who pande maths. Though little but it's such a disgrace. It is a disgrace to lose marks on something so simple. It is unacceptable. Ah well. Dah berlalu....so biarkanlah. I just hope I still can get a HD. God, I want it so much!!

I'll tell you more after finals.

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

Obsolete Randomness

Obama's none of my concern. Cos he ain't from mah country and I ain't American. SO what's the big hoo-haa? SPM students are none of my business so why should I wish them all the best and all those what nots? Just get it done and over with. Same goes to STPM and my finals.

What else?

Ah, my two favourite quotes at the moment...

"I have zits and I pick my nose." -Katy Perry.

"You're so gay cos you don't like girls." -also Katy Perry.

It's so meaningless that it's lovely. And I wana go buy more second hand stuff to make something. Hehehe....can't wait for finals to be over. Huhu!!

Friday, November 7, 2008

Manic Days

Wow...the past two days are just crazy! Yesterday was my brother's birthday party so after some hard core studying, went back a little earlier than usual from campus to get ready for it.

The party was awesome! It's been a while since there's been a huge party in my house. Those that are close to my brother came. Sorry Swinburne people for not inviting cos well, it's my brother's party and the people that I invite are the ones who know him. I wana invite but.....the makanan sik halal. Very sorry. Mac, I know you kecik hati. Hehe. Tunggu lah...ku mok organize another party. Especially for Swinburners.

My brother's birthday party's almost like what you see in MTV Sweet Sixteen. Cos during the time he has to open his present, there was a surprise present for him. Which was his electric guitar that he wanted so much. My mom bought it the day when I thought she dissappeared cos she wasn't home the whole morning that day.

Overall, just awesome, plain awesome. I was thinking of planning a party for Swinburne people. For our after finals exam celebration. So yeah, be prepared, I might have a party. More orange spiked with a little bit of Rum. Hehe. Might not be at my place but elsewhere (due to halal issues) I don't know. I'll see. Dahlah Miss Florence, my IT lecturer was giving us a task of organizing a year end farewell party for the class. I don't know if I'm up for taking up the task. I'll see. But i'll be very free after finals. =) Hee.

And....I went out with Amanda and Gwen. Both of them wanted to go over to Swinburne to visit me. By the time they came, it was evening and my palak already hang. Haha.And Jzlyne was there too. She gerek with orang Swinburne duhal. Haha. So I guess I'll be seeing her around. Gosh missed all of them so much! Sometimes no matter how annoying or how bitchy we find our friends in the past, but once we're away for so long and get back together again, we just somehow miss each other. That's the irony that I had in mind on our very short reunion. Haha. Too bad Antonia wasn't there. Tambah kecoh lagi! And I think my Swinburne friends would totally find us annoying. Cos with all of us together, Swinburne library will bergegar. Haha.

Went to eat at Pizza Junction after that and below are pics....

He was asking for me while I was gone. =)

Monday, November 3, 2008

This Is Love =)

Hahaha....I feel so happy!! I got my very own phone!! Whee!! No more hand-me-downs. No more getting it with parent's money. It is with my own money. Muahaha.......I feel the pride and enthusiasm that comes with it. Now I must work real hard for my finals. Yes!! Here are pics of my beautiful and lovely phone. Thou shalt admire her beauty. Be mesmerized....

Mine's pink by the way. Hahahaha....xD Totally unexpected eh? Coming from a girl like me..... Kinda cool what. It's rare to see a pink phone. LOL. It's beautiful....

Sunday, November 2, 2008

Hoohoo! I love this stress induced Christine. She's more spontaneous, she's funnier and....she's wild and selamba. Haha. I love how I can just spontaneously crack up some jokes these days. All thanks to stress. I somehow love stress cos it makes me a lot more creative. Makes my brain think. (well, not really.) But I love the creative juices flowing out of me. (LOL?) Haha...even my piano playing berbunga-bunga these days. And I had a tune in my head. I see a song coming up after so long. Hee. =)

Unpersonal but Personal

Wana blog bout personal feelings pun cannot. Cos my sister reads my blog so meh. What makes you think I wana blog bout personal stuff when she reads it? So my faithful readers..... Nothing juicy from me. Blame it on my sister. Hahaha...

Well, I'll just tell you bout my miracle. Last night, I miraculously have RM5 in my purse. Seriously. I know it's a miracle cos I remember when I went out with Sotong, I had no money left after our dinner at Spring. And I know I didn't put anymore money inside my purse after that. Not even on Saturday morning. Then suddenly when I went out with Raymond and the gang, there's RM5 in my purse. I tell you, I know my money very well. When I'm short, I know. When I have more, I know.

My brother thinks I'm a cheap skate. He thinks I'm gona get him a present that's worth less than RM10. Pfft! The only reason why I get affordable gifts it's cos it fits my budget! Now that I have money to spend, I'll buy something a little more expensive for him. And he bet that if I get something worth more than RM35, he'll do something for me. Oh...hahaha..... Yes, do something for me you shall my dear brother. Hehe. *tanduk keluar* I'ma get you something expensive and I'ma put the price tag for you to see. Don't get me wrong, I ain't gona buy something expensive just to make him eat his own words. I'm getting it for him cos he's my brother mah. I sayang my brother mah. Then suddenly he say that, I got pissed. Haha. So I intended to keep the price tag for him to see. What I intend to get him? Well, that's for me to know. And some people know.

And....I wana end this post by saying that I wana get a handphone. =) With camera. A good one. So that means a Sony Ericsson Cybershot phone. Heehee. Cos I wana take pictures while I'm on the go. Then my blog will be more interesting with pictures. Hee....and my Facebook will be flooded with my lousy photography. Ahahaha......

And now, let me get back to drowning my sorrows and blasting my eardrums off with Paramore.

Tata!! I'm happy cos of the drug called Paramorephine. =)

Friday, October 31, 2008

Last Day of Semester 1

What a nice day today is. LOL. Hmmm.....sad cos it's the last day of of my first semester. I've made many good friends in this 3 months. Sighs. Wish it was longer. So today, we took pictures as it is our last day of having classes and for memories for us to keep. I'll let the pictures talk. By the way, some were taken at the very top Swinburne's multi storey carpark and some at Swinburne's lobby.

Thursday, October 30, 2008

Random Escapade.

what's this you ask? Oh, this is one of the few ventures Syaza and I do in Swinburne. I present you our 10 minute Physics class escaping escapade. LOL. Escape kejap jak...lecturer sekda bah. Haha. This was at 6th floor by the way.

Kay, back to work.

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

How Do You.....

Sickening Swinburne administration. Very inefficient. Got a very beautiful e-mail from the finance department saying that tomorrow's the last day to pay my fees and I was like what?? Worse part is, they sent it today at 11.41am. I still remember. So I panicked lah. Called my sister. So off went went to BSN at JPN building from campus. Lelah eh!! Ulang-alik from campus to BSN to campus to BSN and back to campus again for class. I really don't understand Swinburne management. This is one of the reasons why I don't like taking up the loan. -.-

Lemme ask you.....how would you spend RM1000?

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

Dude, You Suck!

You suck man. You suck. You were just friends with me to use me. You suck. I thought you were good. I thought you were real. But heh. You're not. You were friends with me so that you can get to some girl that you like. Damn you man. I really hope you're reading this. What I have to say to you. Since you don't layan me nemore. But if you don't layan me, I don't think you'd be reading this even. Even if so, I'd like to expose you. Well, not really.

We were friends. We were talking and I thought it was cool that I've got another friend. But things changed weeks after. After you decided that you don't like that girl nemore. We don't really hang out. We don't really talk. And you only call me when you need me. Oh....that sucks I tell you. What sort of friend are you?? I'd rather not be your friend lah.

Since you use me, I use you also lah. I want my discounts.

And by the way, you need to get a life. You need to let go of whoever you're not letting go. Love isn't everything. Flirting isn't everything. Having a girlfriend isnt everything. Get a grip before you start losing the people who really cares for you. Right now, you just don't have your own identity. That's all I have to say to you.

Lastly, YOU SUCK.

Sunday, October 26, 2008

Just For Fun

Dear Sonia,

I don't really know how to tell you this, but the mafia wants you. I think I realized it when I saw the shrunken head under a state of trance and I saw you sit on Manchester United's goalkeeper. I'm sure you're senile enough to understand that Santa doesn't exist. I'm returning your false teeth to you, but I'll keep the oil stocks as a memory. You should also know that I told my psychiatrist about Eggplant-fetishism.

Greetings to your freaky family,

I tag:

Anyone who wants to do this. Especially...

Do the "Letter MEME". Tag no less than 5 other people, and leave them a comment, informing them that they have been tagged. Then copy the "How-to" Letter Meme, and finish your Journal entry.

-> How you do the Letter Meme:

Dear (the last person who left a comment on your journal):

I don't really know how to tell you this, but ___1___. I think I realized it ___2___ ___3___ and I saw you ___4___ ___5___. I'm sure you're ___6___ enough to understand ___7___. I'm returning ___8___ to you, but I'll keep ___9___ as a memory. You should also know that I ___10___ ___11___ .

-Your name-

1. What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister

2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes

3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kabob - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife

4. What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive out

5. What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My penpal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy-statue
Other - The crazy monk

6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - High
House - Scarred
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed

7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this.
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks

8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader-poster
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - How awful I've felt
Other - Your memories from the military service

9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbour Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of your blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X - David's tricot outfits
Y/Z - Your grades from college

10. The last letter in your last name?
A/B -
C/D - Never will forget
E/F - Always wanted to break
G/H - Never openly mocked
I/J - Always have felt dirty before
K/L - Will tell the authorities about
M/N - Told in my confession today about
O/P - Was interviewed by the Times about
Q/R - Told my psychiatrist about
S/T - Get sick when I think of
U/V - Always will try to forget
W/X - Am better off without
Y/Z - Never liked

11. What do you prefer to drink?
Water- Our friendship
Beer - Senility
Soft drink - A new life as a clone
Soda - The incarnation as an eskimo
Milk - The apartment building
Wine - Cocaine abuse
Cider - A passionate interest for mice
Juice - Oprah Winfrey imitations
Mineral water - Embarrassing rash
Hot chocolate - Eggplant-fetishism
Whisky - To ruin the second world war
Other - To hate the Boston Celtics

12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand - Warm regards
USA - Best regards
England - Good luck on your short-term leave from jail
Spain - Go and drown yourself
China - Disgusting regards
Germany - With ease
Japan - Go burn
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt - Fuck off now
France - In pain
Other - Greetings to your freaky family


I know and you all know that I don't usually listen to Malay songs. But recently, I've been listening to it cos I had no choice. The place where I learn my driving plays Malay songs so I have to listen. Most aren't nice but some caught my ears. Like this one. I thought it was Indonesian at first and today, I heard it at a cafe called "Kwali" and caught some of the lyrics. Google-ed it and manage to find out who's the singer at last after so long! The singer. Haha. He's Faizal Tahir. Well, the title's Cuba and here's the video. Enjoy. =)

Friday, October 24, 2008

Stress Gila!

I'm just so glad this day is almost over! So today wasn't really a good day for me. Was so frustrated that I was stuck halfway while doing my assignment. I tell you, I almost cried cos I was tired as well. This morning was worse. My mind wasn't even in Physics class! All I had in my mind was my assignment. I think the stress overload is gona give adverse effects to my health. Meh.

I was thinking of submitting my assignment on Monday or Tuesday. Cos usually assignments that are submitted late will cut marks only. But I got the most horrifying news in the afternoon-that I HAVE to submit it today because I won't have ANY MARKS AT ALL! And that was like....almost 4pm?? My God....My heart pounded so fast, I felt like fainting. Well, okay, I was exaggerating. But I was scared like hell! Even worse, we who decided to boycott IT class just now, in other words, Liang Wie and I-were suppose to present today! I can imagine Ayu's angry face already. Sighs...really not my day.

In the end, all went well lah. I heard the best news I've heard all day-that I can hand in my assignment on Monday. Felt as though one huge weight was lifted off my shoulders! Wanted to scream 'Hallelujah!' but I was in the library. And...other good things happened. Azmi chia me. =) So I miraculously saved money. Hahaha..... And I heard free music. People paid for the Battle of The Bands. I was listening for free while waiting for my car. But I missed out on head-banging and singing and screaming. How I wish I was in there with friends doing all those crazy stuff. Ah well. I missed my cousin's performance too. Dang! His music is definitely really nice. Excellent guitarist is he. His older brother too.

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

Of Hair Shop and Hair Do

Ingat mok continue my assignment malam tok tek. But my sister brought me to get my hair done. So as usual, when it's on her, how can I say no? Haha....such blessings. I was gona save up for a haircut then suddenly my sister offered to bring me. God works in such amazing ways.

I didn't go to my usual The Hair Shop at Green Heights but I went to Hair Do in Green Heights Mall instead. I used to detest Hair Do cos I wasn't satisfied at how the junior stylist styled my hair. I didn't look any different from when I came in and they charged a lot. But that was in Sarawak Plaza. This time round, it was good. Besides, my hairstylist from Hair Shop moved back to Hair Do. So, I go where he goes. I'm officially migrating to Hair Do. No more Hair Shop. But my usual stylist didn't do my hair. He did my sister's hair. A Bidayuh guy did my hair.

Good stuff bout Hair Do.....

-their PR is superb. They would kindly lead you to your seat.
-they speak English! Hallelujah!

They don't just speak Chinese. Back in Hair Shop, they don't speak a word of English! So they speak Bahasa Rojak which I don't like cos you can't really explain what you want properly. But of course, I spoke Melayu S'wak with the Bidayuh stylist. And an attempted Bidayuh of 'doih kupu an'. LOL. Which means I don't know. Gosh...ku mok gerek ngan ya. Sak nya dapat style rambut aku. xD

-it's cheap.....

It just cost RM54 for 2 of us. So it's like RM27 each than the usual RM35 I always pay at Hair Shop.

-They're having promotion!

Since they just moved in to Green Heights Mall, they're having discount. 30% on colouring, dye and highlight...some others that I can't remember. But discount does not include highlight only which I thought of doing but can't. Haha.

Overall, 5 stars for Hair Do. Hehe. Some pics of my hair.....LOL. I'm definitely recommending this place and promoting it. I should get commision.

Monday, October 20, 2008

We're The Kids Of The Future....Whoa!!

Won't be bloggin for a while I suppose. Quite malas and my brain just refuse to recollect all the crazy things that happened over the weekend. Anyway..... listening to Kids of The Future from Jonas Brothers.


We're the kids of the future....WHoa!
We're the kids of the future....Whoa!


Listen to it. I bet it's gona get you addicted. =)


Shake, shake, shake, shake 'a shake it!!

Another addictive one.

Friday, October 17, 2008

The Days

Hey you,

What's up with you? You've been acting real weird. I sense you have a problem but you just ain't saying it. But whatever it is, I'm willing to listen. Just so you know.

From me.

It applies to someone, a friend. But if you think it's you, it's ok. I'm still willing to listen.

Today, today, today.......just another day in campus....how can I say "Just another day"??? It sounds as though I'm living a mundane life. No. Absolutely not! There's never a day without bizarre things happening. I suppose it's cos I'm tired that I say it that way.

Aimi and Yanie met up with me after lunch at Chillipeppers. Then they told me this one thing,"Christine, ku rasa Mr. R suka ngan kau lah." I was in a state of denial. So I told this thing they told me to Evonne. And she said "Yala ho! Quite true oso....cos the only girl he's comfortable with and likes to talk to is you." Evonne, I thought you were my friend. =.=" You're suppose to be on my side, not theirs. xD But I really do treat him as a friend only. Really do. He's nice and cute and all but...I really just think of him as a friend. I do think he is a great guy or what you call "boyfriend material", but I really just feel that he's more of a friend to me. But when I think back, there is a possibility. Especially when he was teasing me while we were walking past the Prom Night banner. What he say? Well, that's for me to know. =)

Well, it was my aunt's birthday. Held at my house. It all went well. Great food. Great cake. All made by my mom. Got great company too. Haha. Wonderful.

Thursday, October 16, 2008

Clothes, Shoes & The What-nots.

Lots of ideas in my mind. Tonnes of them but I can't do. It's just so hard to maintain a hobby while studying. Why didn't I start doing fashion when I was young? My parents would definitely invest on sending me to a design school. Unfortunately it was discovered quite late. Then again, it's cool to be a full time Engineering student and a part time fashion enthusiaste. Like Chris Martin of Coldplay who continued his studies while making his music.

My favourite designer of all time is definitely Anna Sui. Her collections are just beautiful! She's into rock music too. No wonder her designs has that rock chic thing going on. Absolutely love it!

Anna Sui's 2008 Spring Collection

And my favourite of Spring 2008 is....

Beautiful.....love the pink hair. Haha. Wish I can have hair like that. But it's a wig.

Looks familiar doesn't it? Got inspired by Anna Sui and decided to wear something like it for my cousin's wedding.

I was looking through CLEO October 2008 magazine yesterday and saw alot of styles that I was thinking bout appearing in the magazine and I was like "Woot!". Takkan lah so chun..... I was thinking of black and white and there were lots of black and white numbers featured in it. And I was thinking of hats and there's hats too! I suppose I can predict the trend. lol. But not nice lah like that....Then I won't be so unique nemore. Darn. I was thinking of.....brightly coloured pink long tube shirt worn over a white sleeveless paired with yellow tights and a black belt. Black high-cut Converse and.......top it off with a Fedora. =) Don't forget white-rimmed shades too. Haven't realy tried though. Meh. I doubt it if you all understand what I'm talking bout. I really have this urge to cut my prom dress and make it shorter. Haha. So it becomes a shirt.

I really wana take up dress making lessons during my hols. I really wana make my own dress. Who knows? I may make it to my dream of being a fashion designer. For now...... damn it Christine, start studying!!

I'm loving shoes by Nine West too but it's way out of my budget. I'll just dream...

Lovely eh? It just looks so cool....

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

I give up.

Anyway, though I've lived in Kuching for 18 years.......

I've never been to Bing! coffee.

Interesting fact eh?

Tuesday, October 14, 2008


Today's just plain hilarious. So I have to blog bout this even though I said I'll be MIA. Earlier part of the day was not really fun. I had to endure hours of waiting. I was in the last session so I've no choice but to wait. And I tell you, I was nervous man!! So nervous that it made me hungry. Haha. Eh, nervousness takes up energy you know! Anyway, waited till I was tired and not nervous anymore. Too tired to be nervous.

I met my school mate, junior, Stansfield Chua Hua Min. (haruskah I engkah full name? xD) And met another guy called Jonas Gumis randomly, who unfortunately failed his parking. Kesian I see him. (Serve you right for laughing at that Indian lady who failed before you!) Stansfield commented when I did my bukit.."Confident juak na kau tok! Kau sik nervous ka?" Well, don't be fooled by the face. I'm actually nervous tahap dewa but I just know how to control it. Biasala. Performer bah.

So bla, bla, bla....I passed. =) I wanted to get Arvin's Yayasan Sarawak application form so that I can help him send to Hasil for stamping. So I decided that since I can drive, why don't I drive? So drive I did to Swinburne. I know, I know....illegal. Who cares. My passenger is my sister. LOL. Actually, supervisor lah. She's been a good girl. She didn't panic at all.

At Swinburne, I called Arvin only to find that he's at Da Light Food Court. Kinda paniced cos I'm driving. LOL. At Da Light, cun2 Arvin and Melissa finished their meal so I offered to send them home. So send them home lo.... Those two were my unexpected and unfortunate passengers. (Oh Lord!) I told them to pray hard while I'm driving. xD Fuh! Pressure you know! Cos those two can drive. 3 pros watching the noob. Scarrryyyy.... It's worse than the test I tell you. Overall okay lah (I think only lah) just that......AHAHAHA.......I ALMOST KNOCKED THE SWINBURNE GUARD. Arvin was like,"OMG!! You almost knocked the guard!!" We all laughed. Then at Chillipeppers, my enjin mati. Laughed even more. Alamak. Malu eh! I was doing fine and after almost knocking the guard, I became kinteo. Ehehehe.... Hilarious and crazy.

Ok. Ya jak. Babai.

Monday, October 13, 2008

Don't Waste Your Time

Oh yeah. I just have to say this out....

I speak less English in Swinburne. Ironic for some classy college that's always promoting speaking English. Heh. I speak Melayu S'wak mostly.

K. That's all. Just had to say it.

The title did warn you didn't it?


Darn. My body lotion's finished which means I have to spend money again. Everything finished all at the same time! And all are equally important. Cleanser, body lotion and soon, my contact lens. Holes are everywhere in my pocket. Sighs. The price of beauty.

Driving test tomorrow. Kinda nervous. Meh. Who wouldn't be? There's pressure though. I really don't wana fail cos I can't afford to. So I just need to relax and not think bout it so much. I'll worry bout it tomorrow. Haha.

What I'm more worried about is my performance. I just feel like.....I don't care anymore. And when I start feeling that way, I become disfunctional. It is worrying. Damn. Ah well, eventually I'll have to buck up. For now, adios!

I may go on a short hiatus. Just maybe.

Sunday, October 12, 2008


When you're feeling down, lonely or in my case, like some social retard, just sing "Who-oo-ooo-ooaaa-ooo...". That's right. There's a new drug in town. It's called Paramorephine and I'm doing it. Doesn't come in pills. No syringe required. Completely unhazardous to health. And best of all.....it's free. =) All you have to do is to listen. Easy huh? Hehe.

LOL. I'm such a fanatic for Paramore. Kerja Pam ngan aku lah tok.... It's our idea to call it a drug. Haha. It's positive what....nothing wrong right? Paramorephine. Listen to Paramore when you're down or whatsoever negative. Dahlah both of our display name on MSN's the same-"Christine Dior is doing Paramorephine" while hers is "Pamela Wang is doing Paramorephine". Haihs. Miss those days when I can hang out with Pam. Our band days.... Soon she'll grow up and go her own separate way. Wonder if we'll still keep in touch like we do now. Oh well. When I can drive I'll visit her on Saturdays. And other band members too. Haven't seen them all in ages. Miss them lots!

Gerber Daisies

I love Gerber Daisies. It's my favourite flower. So if you peeps intend to give me flowers for whatsoever occassion. Gerber Daisies please. No others. No roses, no carnations, lilies... Gerber Daisies only. Red/Orange ones. =)

Saturday, October 11, 2008

Tagged by Syaza.

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
Leave him. Why put up with all that shit and get your heart broken? It's pointless.

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
I have many dreams. Big dreamer. Maybe...to become a fashion designer or....be successful in music? Nah. Fashion. =)

3. Whose butt would you like to kick?
No one in particular. I feel neutral.

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
Clothes, shoes, bags, scarfs.......donate to the church?

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
Yeah. Why not? Shouldn't that stage come before a relationship?

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Being loved by someone. =)
eh, why "someone" only? shouldn't it be people? hehe.

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
LOL. Till it is time.

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
I back off a little. At the same time, just get a little bit more of his attention.

9. If you like to act with someone, who will it be? your bf/gf or an actor/actress?
aiee....mestilah an actor! ne bes mok lakon ngan bf. kelahi kelak. xD

10. Will you invite your Ex bf/gf to your wedding dinner?apa salahnya? Friend nak? invite lah.

11. How would you see yourself in ten years time?
Let's see. I'll be 28. Working, most probably married. Perhaps planning children already. LOL. Kinda scary thinking bout it though... o.O And to think it's quite soon. =O better enjoy my single and carefree life. LOL.

12. What's your fear?
I fear.......bad people.

13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
She's artistic. Nice gal. Great friend. =) Additional information....she's loves shopping at Esprit. Haha.

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married and poor?
Hah. Single and rich lah. How to be married and poor? How to pay for bills and such? Children again....haihs... Single and rih please.

15. What's the first thing you do when you wake up?
open eyes, look at the wall. then daydream.

16. Would you give all in a relationship?

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
How is it even possible to love two at once? If you even call that love....shouldn't it be infatuation?

18. WOuld you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing that someone has done?

19. Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
Single. But like I said, whatever happens, happens.

20. List 6 people to tag

Wednesday, October 8, 2008

A Short Post

I got my working mode back. All thanks to the trip to the library. Amazing how it transformed me into a nerd once more. =) So much to do, so little time. Ah well.

Swinburne's gona have an Anime Convention and they're looking for MCs, bands, dancers etc. I was thinking of trying out for MC or a band. I don't know. I'll look into it. Anyway, it's on Febraury and I'm having a holiday at that time. A long one. Hee....

Tuesday, October 7, 2008


Oh no...I really can't get myself to work. There's just so much to do but I just can't put my mind on it. Argh! Still on holiday mood. =.=" That's one of the reasons why I hate holidays. I get lazy after holidays. Not before. That's worse. And I bet you're all sick to see me blog about things that happen. Haha.

I'm so totally in love with Paramore's latest single!! Decode. It's a soundtrack for the movie Twilight. Ahahaha....so gona watch the movie. It should be good. Here's the video.

Maybe I need sleep. I hope I get some ideas for my magazine production. I'm doing music and culture. Wish I got fashion (I was suppose to until some group of girls decided to have it. And honestly speaking, I was kinda dissappointed.). Ah well....I'm just afraid I'll have biased views in music. Being all into rock music and a big fan of Paramore and Coldplay. I don't really know any other music that's better than that. When it comes to fashion, I'm not biased. I'm pretty open to anything as long as it looks nice.

I'm loving my college life now. Better than secondary school. Plainly because I had the most depressing final year in Green Road. So college is compensating for it. Don't wana cerita bout it lah. It's very depressing to think about it.

Anyways, that's the past. Oh yeah....I was suppose to go to SMK Batu Lintang last time but decided to go to SMK Green Road instead. This time round, I'm friends with quite a lot of people from BL. Is it to compensate the time that I was suppose to be in BL? LOL.

I think I wana sleep. I played Dota last night from midnight till about 2.30am. Tried to Dota myself to sleep. LOL. DIdn't really work. Adios my amigos!


I'm loving this Malaysian rock band. Check it out! Now this is what I call "Malaysia Boleh". Something non-typical Malaysian for you. =) This is......Yang Pernah by Estranged.

Monday, October 6, 2008

I Don't Know What To Put Here..

Last night was great. Though I didn't get a chance to rest the whole day. Pretty fun. Two pics from last night is as of above. LOL. Frank and his Marilyn Monroe look. =.=" Andee says he's getting worried for him. XD

Today, today, today.....back to school or should I say college and studying. Zzzzzz....... So I curi-curi holiday last Friday. Well, with the exception of going for Physics on Friday. Anyways, I decided to really have a holiday last week and I did. Time for me to get my head on my studies. Finals coming up and assignments waiting for me. That's why. I made it a point not to think of it all last week. This week have to liao. Cannot slack nemore. It's bad enough to see my Physics result and knowing the fact that my marks this time affected my overall marks. I can't get a HD for Physics nemore. So much for aiming for straight HDs. Sighs...

I went for a little shopping just now. Just for my neccessities. You know how you take a long time to save up for something and in just a split second, your money's all gone? That's what happened. I took one week just to save up for a moisturiser and in just one trip to Guardian, almost RM30 all gone for just one item. =( Why does it have to be that expensive? It's really not cheap to be a girl...

Oh! And I had this idea of wearing men's shirt. LOL. A new creation I'd say. Well, not really. Just that ladies in Kuching haven't worn anything like it yet. So let's just say I'm pioneering the trend here. It was in magazines a long time ago. Quite surprised that people didn't try it here. Cos it's actually very nice. Haihs...Kuching people will always be Kuching people. Not very daring to try new stuff till others have. I got the idea when I went to buy my shoes then I remembered seeing a girl wearing men's shirt at Spring. She's didn't look very pretty in it but....I thought that if I wore it with a nice belt, it would look nice. And looked nice it did. It was beautiful!

Well, when I told my mom that I wanted my dad's old working shirt, she was like,"What on earth do you want that for?" "I have and idea I'd like to try." As usual, she had that sceptical look on her face. It didn't look like it but I know when she's sceptical. The mother's child always knows. LOL. Yet again, I baffled her with my creation. My mom's always sceptical with my sudden clothes venture. Like how I cut my skirt and sew it and made it into a beautiful tube dress. Ah well, she should learn to trust my wild instincts when it comes to clothes. I know what I'm doing. =) Anyways, I don't have any photos of my creation to show you. My camera's not cooperating with me. I do hope to be able to post it here. You can use my ideas. After all, art is free.

Saturday, October 4, 2008


Today, we're suppose to practice for the Patronal Dinner presentation at my place. So....rami lah my house today. After the practice and all, we just lepak2 in my house. Too lazy to go back I suppose. I don't mind lah. It's not everyday that I can have friends over. I actually like it. They loved my Brownies. =) Every crumb's gone now. I am happy....I just love to see the smile on their faces. It just spells satisfaction. Haha.

Lunch was a bit of a problem. I didn't expect them to stay long so I decided to cook maggie for all of them. There's also some leftovers from yesterday so I fed them with that. Then my mom came with fried rice....Thank God!! Cos I think Maggie Mee can't satisfy us. Hey you all, we should do this more often. =)

After they left, I decided to watch The Dark Knight. I didn't last throughout the movie. Hehe. I fell asleep....ahhahaha. Too tired lah. Woke up at around 5 something, almost 6, played a little bit of Dota. Yeah. I'm back to gaming. Just hope that I don't get all crazy bout it like last time.

I got them shoes! Woohoo!! My second choice shoes, that is. My first choice is actually some black heels but.....I can't walk around in campus with heels!! That is unpratical lar. I needed walking shoes. So I opted for the flats. They're not too bad. Really proud of my buy. Whee~~~

Sunderland and Arsenal draw by the way. 1-1.

Friday, October 3, 2008

The Men In My Life (I suppose this is an appropriate title for this)

Today, had trouble waking up cos I'm still in my holiday mood. Sighs. I feel like the holiday's over even before I could close my eyes. LOL. Ah well. That's life. At least I managed to get my ass to class unlike SOME PEOPLE. Huhu.....I was alone in my class. The people I usually hang out with weren't there. Syaza's back in Miri celebrating Raya. Liang Wie came late but didn't go class. Phillex went to send his friend off to the airport. While me? I'm at class. Zzzz..... Well, let's look on the bright side. Bukan aku yang rugi. Ahahaha..... Actually Phillex and Liang Wie wanted to go for lab sessions but Mr. Richard said there weren't any. So tak jadi do our Friday ritual. You guys left me alone. Sobs.... I understand lah. You guys had something.

In the afternoon, went to open a BSN account with Arvin for our Yayasan Sarawak loan thingy. Then at BSN, met Josef. Hahaha.....small world. Anyway, I was carrying my laptop cos I thought of going for English class after that. So Arvin offered to carry my bag for me. Sweet eh? Haha....after dropping him off at campus, my sis said to me,"Wah, he very sweet ah, carry your bag for you." Then I said,"Biasalah. The guys that I know are sweet." I really thank God that He put guys that are kind and caring in my life. Cos being in Engineering, there's not many girls so I have to be close friends with guys. There is the fear that some guys may take advantage of me. But thank God, the guys in my class are good. They treat me like their own sister and friend. Well, Arvin's not the only one who carries my bag, Phillex does too. You guys are awesome!

Hanging out with guys has its disadvantage too. People tend to think a certain guy is my boyfriend. Ahahaha.....think again. Neither of them are. I know, I know, I like to play with people's minds so I just let them think so. Just to let you all know, I don't have a boyfriend. Hehe. I try not to get into a relationship plainly cos I don't think it's the appropriate time (I demand a lot on commitment, you see). Also, I'm trying not to look at what's on the outside but what's inside. But whatever happens, happens lah.

And tonight, I had this sudden urge to bake so I baked beautiful Chocolate Brownies. I believe I have perfected it after making it many times in my life. Hahaha....beautiful!

Kpg. Sadir

So yesterday I went to Kpg. Sadir, my friend's kampung. His kampung is sooooo nice!!! It's on the hills so it's definitely very beautiful. The river is so clean. The part where we went to has got a mini waterfall. Haha. So fun! After all the swimming, we eat. The cooking was long cos we have to start the fire and all. And we had to make skewers out of bamboos. Janet got cut by the parang so I had to take over. I really had to do something everytime. If I'm not poking the chicken onto the skewers, I'd be eating. I really don't know how many chicken did I take but I know I took alot. I was bored and hungry so I had to eat. It's either I eat or sleep. I didn't wana sleep cos I'd feel really lazy after that.

I love that kampung a lot cos it's the real Bidayuh kampung with all the longhouse and all. They don't use a stove. They actually have a fire place to cook. They even have those stairs they make with logs. Those are rare sightings in my kampung now. It's just so cool. After that trip, it really made me wana do my plan of dumping myself into my kampung and learn my Bidayuh. Cos I think that's the only way I can learn. To stay in the kampung on my own and to mix around with the people. That's the best way to learn Bidayuh.

I'll post the pics some other day....hopefully. When I manage to get it from friends, that is.

Thursday, October 2, 2008


How's my face lift? =)

I'll blog about Kpg. Sadir tomorrow. Tired now after the editing and all. =)


Wednesday, October 1, 2008


First day of Raya. I didn't think that I would go visiting today. Thought of cleaning my house but tak jadi cos I got invited to Azmi's place. Damn! His house is big.... Actually, my parents and Khira went visiting in the morning. They followed the DBNA group to visit all the big shot's houses. What I didn't know was they visited Azmi's dad and Khira took a picture with him(Azmi). xD Apparently, our parents know each other. o.O Luckily I didn't follow.....or face the embarrassment!! So I went to his place in the afternoon with my sister. When we reached his place, some girl greeted us and she was like "Jez!!" My sis was like "Elina!" (enda nemu spelling) Azmi and I were confused! We were like "you two know each other??" o.O Small world. Our paths crossed without us knowing it! Haks! Wonders..... Azmi told me that Rahim wanted to come but no transport. He should've told me cos I can pick him up. Forgot to ask him where's Mac's house cos I thought of giving Mac a surprise visit. LOL. And who was the one who said she didn't wana go cos she didn't get invited??? xD

In the evening, went to my uncle's house like usual for every Raya. Love my makcik's cakes and cookies! =) And we talked a lot cos that's the only time we can actually catch up with one another.

I think this is the best Raya so far. So unexpected man........caught me by surprise! I didn't think I would be so semangat to visit people.