Tuesday, December 8, 2009


I'm back to civilization! Well, on Sunday actually...but I was lazy to update. Heh. Carlag. You know? I mean, you have Jetlag for planes.....and Carlag for...cars. Okok...that's lame. =)

Recap of what I did recently.
5th December - Cousin's Wedding at Sri Aman
6th December - Come back for Sri Aman
7th December - First Dance Class
8th December - Clean House

As you can see, lately I've been domesticated. Reason being so is that I am bored and I want to do something else other than playing Facebook games all the time. Facebook is getting boring anyways. Plainly because I've been at it most of my time. It is time to learn and do useful things. I'd like to blog about my cousin's wedding some other time. As I am lazy to upload the pictures of it. But I'd like to blog about yesterday's dance class.

Well, I have had in mind to learn dance for a long time. The reason why I only started now was because I wanted to see if I was really eager and whether I can cope. But since I have the desire for almost half a year now, I decided to give it a try. Anyway, I need a place to vent my urge to dance in a club. I really don't wana go clubbing, even if I do like it. Because it doesn't benefit me. Dance lessons will be a great way to do it. Anyway, I could use some workout. My stamina's bad. Real bad since I left the Marching Band scene.

I'm taking my Modern Jazz dance lessons at Studio 23. Results? My whole body ached today! It was a really good workout! Cos the choreography involved almost the whole body. Especially the butt area. It's great for having a really good posture too. The moves is just what I wanted as well. Hee....very cool and yet not too sensual. It's the kind of dance that they use in Musicals and Broadway.

Too bad I can't take pics....Studio 23 doesn't allow that. But that's ok. I'm really enjoying it! =D

Friday, December 4, 2009

Another Day...

Ahh....gona be away from civillization tomorrow. Boohoo.

Hmm....what have I been up to besides going through my closet? Went out with my dearest beloved on Wednesday. =D
It was a great night. It was the first time we went out that we really dolled up. Hahaha..... It's too bad we forgot to take a picture though. Cos all these while we would be in t-shirt and jeans and sneakers.

There is one thing I do not like about going on a date to spring is that we'll meet people we know. And when you want to keep things a little low profile, you just can't at going to tHe Spring. Problem is, all the good stuff is there! And movies! So I guess I'll just have to endure it and mind my own business. It feels weird for me. Hehe... Well, time to get used to it.

But still....I am not looking forward for tomorrow.. >.<"

One Too Many

A few days ago, I decided to clean out my closet. Lo and behold, I have a lot of clothes. Too many, I should say. Felt a pang of guilt for being so greedy...always wanting more clothes. So I tried to decide which to keep and which to give away. After sorting, I still have too many clothes. -.-" And the pile that I didn't want, was a lot. Sighs. I guess I'll have to sort it again. These kind of things can really make me bingong. So much clutter. Anyway, instead of keeping it and letting it go to waste, why not bless other girls my age who don't have this kind of luxury? I was considering of selling some since it's still in good condition and still 'in'. I did say that I might want to open up an online store but...we'll see. If I have potential clothes to sell, then why not. Need cash to buy new clothes anyway. =P

Behold! My basketful of clothes!

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

So Waddya Think?

So what do you think of my new layout?

Please drop your comment on Speak Your Mind.

The comment box seems cacat-ed.

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

What I've Learned

It's been almost a week since my exams ended and I still haven't posted anything. Hahaha......

Well, I'm gona put the thought of my results aside and focus on making myself better.

This semester, I learned a lot actually. Especially about people. I learned that the people around you may be nice to you but behind your back, they say bad things about you. But I also learned that true friends defend your name when those things said about you weren't nice. And I also learned to be nice to people that have said bad things about me. Which in turn, made me win the war that I have never started.

But it did affect my self-esteem though. It took me back to when I was Form 5, the worse of my secondary school years. Anyways, the person that said bad things about me was my classmate back in Form 5. Weird thing is, he's a guy. Talk about man-bitch much! The worse part is, he's my lab partner. Sometimes it made me wonder, if you want me to change, why don't you just say it straight to my face? I guess he had no balls to do that. Instead, he told another girl who is his best friend and I thought she was nice but apparently wasn't and she said not-so-nice things about me. Too bad for her, the people she said stuff bout me were my friends, who knows me well. And the funny thing is, I'm not close to her.

Why say bad things about other people when you barely even know them?

Which is a lesson for me too. Always give a person a chance and have your own opinion of that person rather than believing what people tell you.

No wonder every time I am with that group of people, I feel so uncomfortable. My gut feelings were right. Those people, behind the facade of smiles, lies a black heart. Guess I'm not fit enough to fit in? I'm an awkward piece of puzzle. Those people is the group you would die to fit in. Seriously. They look like a bunch of nice people. Friendly....

But whatever.
I never do fit in actually.
Because I always want to be different.

To say they are a hypocrite?
I'm one too.

To say they're fake?
So am I.

So what I did was just buat 'dek' and be nice.
That's all I can do.
Better I
buat tak tauk than to make a scene. Cos I don't like getting attention. Especially the wrong kind of attention. I have a reputation to maintain.
The reputation of my Lord and King.