Tuesday, December 23, 2008

Annual Band Dinner Performance

This is my performance with Pamela Wang during the band dinner. Not so good cos we're not pro but hope you all enjoy. =)

Relax....Take It Easy.

Yesterday I heard the best advice I needed all day. Simple, rather cliche but it really did strike me. "Take it easy," said Zayy. It's so....overrated but it really helped lah. It made me realize....why was I so stressed out anyway??? =.=" I really should take it easy. Haha. Thanks Zayy. C'mon. It's just Moral and Malaysian Studies for God's sake! (I'm talking to myself..)

So I guess the theme song for today is..Relax, Take It Easy by Mika....

Relax!! take it eeaaaassssyyyy~~~~~nanananana~~~(dono the rest of the lyrics)

Friday, December 19, 2008


After watching My Super Sweet 16 Exiled, I wana go Thailand. I've always wanted to go Thailand anyway. It's such a beautiful place and rich in culture. How nice if I could be there to see it. Anyway, Thai people are beautiful people(handsome guys too! *thinks VJ Utt*). Even though some say he's gay but whatever.

I wana go Thailand!! I wana see the beach!! I wana experience the spa....and I wana see Thai silk cloth......... I wana shop for cheap stuff!


Thursday, December 18, 2008

Mind Your Words

You know, some people can be so rude. And is your friend. To others who aren't so close, they refrain but when it comes to you, they take it for granted cos you're their friend. You've been friends quite long that they don't hold back their slashing toungue on you cos they've gotten used to it. And you? Poor you have gotten immune to it and just pardon them and continues to be polite, hoping that they would someday feel ashamed cos you're so polite and they make trashy and insulting comments to you. Plus, you dismiss them of their rudeness cos they're just somewhat immature, unlike you who's weird and unusually mature in thinking. But now, how can you when that person's 18? Aka adult? And those trashy and insulting comments who your friend thought was okay but it's not starts getting to you cos you realize it's time to not be so lenient anymore. It's time to fight back and make them realize they can't do this anymore. For God's sake, you're 18 and it's important for your social life. How long do you want to be ignorant of your insults and not-so-nice comments? I know it's not meant to hurt anyone but can you please not be so straight forward?

And how can I say this to you face-to-face? I really don't know but it has to be done. After seeing that you don't get what I'm doing. Not messaging you. Not really talking. Being hostile after you made a rather insulting comment with your rude tone. But it ain't that obvious isn't it? I can't. I tak sampai hati want to do it cos I don't wana see you hurt. And I'm just plain polite. But as a friend, sugar-coated words aren't gona help you anymore. Since you take me for granted. It's time I be like you, the straight forward you but like me, in a polite way.

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

Tagged by Syaza

1. The person who tag/pass you is?
Syaza aka Sotong!!

2. Your relationship with him/her is?
we're lesbians *winks!* NOT!! My friend lah.

3. Your five impression of him/her?
-thought she was quite and reserved at first
-found out she wasn't so quiet after all. haha!!
-nice girl to hang out with
-found out she could draw really well
-she can be demanding but is always willing to help when we need it

4. The most memorable thing she/he had done for you?
umm...she always take my physics practical book for me. xD

5. The most memorable thing he/she said to you?
wah....aduh, i don't know lah. too many.

6. If she/he become your lover you will?
MY GOD!!! *pengsan* (i think she pengsan also)

7. If he/she becomes your lover, the thing he/she has to improve on will be?
don't be so demanding la dear..... xD xD xD

8. If she/he your enemy, you will?
i will not talk to you babe and pretend you never existed even.

9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be?
She stole my boyfriend!! xD No, no.... She left me for another girl!! xD xD

10. The most desired thing you want to do for her/him now is?
Hang out....we really need to do that again lah. And ponteng class Physics kejap.

11. Your overall impression of him/her is?
What else can I say other thanbeing one of my best pals in college?

12. How you think people around you will feel about you?
It all depends. Some may like me, some may hate me.

13. The characters you love of yourself are?
I like that I'm creative. LOL. (Am I even creative??)

14. On the contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
I hate that I'm a procrastinator.

15. The most ideal person you wana be is?
I wana be like Jesus!

16. For the people who care and like you, say something to them.
Thanks for your love and care people!

17. Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wish to know how they feel about you.
2)Syaza (tagged but i tag again)

18. Who is no.6 having a relationship with?
He's single now.

19. Is no.9 a male or female?

20. If no. 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
oh no......it's not good. both of them got girlfriend. the gfs will be devastated.

21. What is no. 2 studying about?
oh...things to do with numbers and explaining natural phenomenon. Same crap that I do.

22. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
Baru jak...

23. What kind of music does no. 8 like?
she likes Paramore. Like me.

24. Does no.1 have any siblings?
Yeah, sure he does.

25. Will you woo no. 3?
What's woo?

26. What about no.7?
Apa ya woo? ????

27. Is no.4 single?
I think so. Should be...

28. What is the surname of no.5?
Elly Changi....Elly Changi....Elly Changi what ah? aduh.......(please don't kill me Elly Bear. even though i know you so long, i stil can't remember!)

29. What's the hobby of no.10?
That's easy. =) He likes cars and has a fetish for hair. Right Nimai? Heehee...

30. Does no.5 and no.9 get along well?
They don't know each other...

31. Where is no.2 studying at?

32. Talk something casually about no.1.
He is Mr. Kenny Rogers!!

33. Have you tried developing feelings for no.6?

34. Where does no.9 live at?
From Miri. Currently in Kuching. Hostel kat Swinburne.

35. What colour does no.4 like?
Don't know lah. Uhm....white? (chio...sebarang tembak lah tok)

36. Are no.5 and 1 best friends?
Nope. They don't even know each other!

37. Is number 7 the sexiest person in the world?
one word----> xD (is that even a word??)

38. What is no.6 doing now?
Am reading Moral Studies notes and I DON'T UNDERSTAND A SINGLE THING. Ah well. It's just Moral Studies.

Monday, December 15, 2008

Tagged by Mr. Kenny Rogers (Gio) xD

at first, when i heard that person A was gonna TAGGED person B, then this BLOGGER company would automatically send this question to PERSON B's blog. wow! how imaginative.

here it goes...and i am gonna say it with colours!

8 people to tag:
-my sis xD
i sebarang choose..

8 things I am passionate about:

-Hair care
-Johnny Depp

8 things I say too often:
-i laugh from start to finish! (fave quote from 8 Simple Rules)
-palah kau tok!

8 movies I have watched recently:

-Madagascar 2
-Money Not Enough
-which reminds me. a stack of DVDs waiting for me. and i gotta finish Batman! fell asleep while watching cos too tired. =P

8 songs that I can listen to over and over again:

-paramore's love's not a competition (but I'm winning)
-paramore's that's what you get. can never get sick of it!
-paramore's i caught myself. i got sick of decode before everyone was crazy bout it.
-paramore's conspiracy
-sikth's peep show
-coldplay's viva la vida
-the devil wears prada's hey john what's your name again?
-the devil wears prada's HTML Rulez d00d

8 things I learned the past year:

-never rush into something
-how to be organise
-that weirder people than me do exist
-college life is fun!
-anything else

8 places I like to go in Kuching:

-expert BDC!! wahaha....ku suka laksa ya...
-swinburne. LOL
-my house
-church cos banyak activities. especially now.
-padini authentics wahahaha...
-eyesight optics. =P i go there every month.

8 things that you will be doing today:

-go class
-go My Restaurant at Sama Jaya to makan besar with Elly. nyam nyam!
-do some of my assignment mun sempat
-check facebook
-perhaps blog about the things i promised to blog about
-upload photos
-umm....think of decorations for the Christmas Party
-think of what song to sing for the party

8 things I regret this past year:

-i regret so many things that I can't say here. can't say i regret the things that i regret happening cos if it weren't for those things i regret, i wouldn't learn. so perhaps i don't regret anything.
Sighs....my Finals results are out today and it's not good. Well, it's good lah. But I did not meet my expectations. Really bummed bout it. I really wonder if I can still get a scholarship. So much for straight HDs. =( HD pun sik sampe. Highest pun D. Ah well, what's important is the scholarship. At least my CGPA looks nice. =)

Sunday, December 14, 2008


another performance down. Still more to go. hooh! It's tiring but still, really worth it. For now, gotta put my performances and responsibilities aside and concentrate on my exam. Haven't studied finish! Malaysian studies...I've not even finished Chapter 1! Moral...I've not even touched it. Makes me wonder if I'll even pass... Hmm.....

Friday, December 12, 2008

Going On A Hiatus

Dear readers,

I am sorry for not updating since I've been back from the camp. Alot of things came up and I'm really tired. I know you're all disappointed and I know you're all expecting a post from me but I just can't really sit down and blog at the moment. Since coming back from the camp at Siar Beach, I had a farewell party for Khira, a band annual dinner, shop for my carolling outfit, and tonight, a carolling practice. Totally packed. I hope you understand. I am really busy but it's all worth it. What I hate is the assignment that I have to do in the midst of all these. And I'll be having a performance this Saturday at The Spring and you all better come and watch. 7.30pm aight? And I'm booked for a wedding. My friend's brother to be exact. The mother has booked me as the wedding singer along with my team.

Believe me, I have so, so much to tell you guys but I just can't sit down and blog much for now, I promise to tell you bout my camp and my performance for the band dinner (which was really awesome!). But I'm really busy now. Cos I really can't believe that my chance to shine in my music field has finally come true. And I wana savour every moment of it. It all happened so fast! From my performance for band dinner, to the sudden urge to perform a song at Spring....plus my friend's brother's wedding and the urge to perform for my cousin's wedding too. I really don't wana miss these chances. I see my music blossoming better than my fashion deisgning dreams.

I've been trying to compose some songs lately but haven't actually got a tune. Hopefully, I manage to get something done and perhaps, share with you all my songs. As for now, it's all still an uncertainty. Well, I hope for the best! God willing, I may become an artist or something. Hehe. It is one of my dreams.......

That's all from me, lovely people!

With much love,

Saturday, December 6, 2008

What up people! I'll be away for 3 days. Why? Cos I'm going Siar Beach! Woohoo!! So don't be surprised if I don't have any updates. I hope it'll be fun. And I won't be going for class on Monday. Muahaha....don't miss me Swinburne peeps! (like as if they will but i'll just assume they will. xD)

Adios me muchachos! See you in 3 days time. =)

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

18 Things About Me

According to your age (18), list down the number of things that most people don't know about you. And then tag 5 people.

1)I actually mudah terasa. Cuma I poker face.

2)When it comes to music, when I am not satisfied with something, I will buat muka masam. I will get angry and show you my angry face. So yeah, I am rather a perfectionist when it comes to music. Heheh.

3)I'm actually very vain. Haha.

4)I love Maths. Really do.

5)I have a birthmark on the right side of my foot.

6)I have 3 other siblings. Not many people know this aight? People always think I have one brother only.

7)I have a very strong desire of not studying in Kuching. And I was scholarship hunting to study elsewhere.

8)I have been hurt by people close to me and the worse part is they don't know that they insulted me or said negative stuff to me.

9)I don't like people who have no manners. Aka. People THAT DON'T GREET MY FAMILY MEMBERS THAT ARE OLDER. And PEOPLE WHO SAY RUDE THINGS TO OLDER PEOPLE. That is something I cannot tolerate.

10)I am a miracle baby. I was born when my mom was old, when she was 42. There was a possibility that I could've died due to miscarriage. Even if I was born, there's a high chance that I could be handicapped. But I'm alive and perfectly formed.

11)The age gap between my oldest brother and I is 14 years, my sister and I 13 years.

12)My first band that I was obsessed with when I was a child is Michael Learns To Rock.

13)I was teased when I was young cos of my curly hair. Kinda had low self esteem cos other kids laughed at me cos my hair's different and 'weird' to them. Well, that all changed now. Haha!!

14)I make my bed everyday. Can't stand my blanket and pillows scattered around my bed.

15)I pick my nose.

16)I fart.

17)I just remembered, I can be very ceridak. That's very rare lah.

18)Last one....I actually enjoy doing housework. It's like stress relief and an anti-depressant. And the sense of accomplishment I get after that, so rewarding cos everything looks neat and beautiful.

I tag whoever who wants to do this. Malas dowh..............

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

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