Clubbing

I'm telling you, I seriously went clubbing. I just got back and I HAVE to blog this. It was not fun. Really. It wasn't. It started out like this.......


Well, it's my cousin's wedding today. The clubbing thing was just an after party thing. I thought that Terminal One was some sort of a cafe to chill out. Like Chilax. Ne tauk bila sampe, got loud music and clubbing people in there! Yikes.......... Azrin, Azrul, my brother, my sister and I were like ---> o.O Melintang's idea lah...... ish. And just because I've just turned 18, Leon was determined to make me drink. A lot. Ish. I was thinking of hanging out, catching up with my cousins from KL and in a club, you simply can't do that. You can't even hear anyone talking to you except for the person sitting next to you. So, Azrin, Azrul and I were practically dumbfounded. We're dying to talk to each other but we just can't hear each other. Ish. What a place to hang out in!


I wish we were at Starbucks or Coffee Bean. At least we can chill, relax and talk. I just got so close with my cousins and this had to happen. I knew I had a bad feeling bout the "after party" thing. But I just went on with it, thinking I could get to know my other cousins more. Clubbing is NOT a great way to know others more. I'm sorry to say this but it just don't work that way. Clubbing is not my cup of tea. I would dance with my friends but I don't like other people smoking. I smell like smoke right now. And I was tired. The banging music just gave me a headache. I was so bored, I had this weird urge to throw my handbag at the girls standing next to me! My cousin didn't pour a drink for me that time bah.... At least if I have a drink, I wouldn't be that bored to the extent I wanna do something that drastic. I don't know why I suddenly want to do that extreme stuff but I must say, it's so rad that I won't do it. =P


My ramblings for the day. Tired now but I just had to blog this. It's so rare to see me clubbing. Pictures to be posted soon. =)

I somehow got tagged by Phoebe

The rules are:
1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning.
2. Each player answers the question about themselves.
3. At the end of the post the player then tags 4 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog.

Questions~
1. What was I doing 10 years ago?
~I just learned how to add and subtract. xD

2. 5 things on my to-do list today.
~my day's almost ended....oh well, my to-do list everyday; 1)get to class early 2)get my homework done 3)hang out with friends 4)blog 5)read my Bible and pray

3. 5 snacks I enjoy.
~I'm not an avid snacker but....i like that Julie's cheese crazkers, Big Apple's Wit Nut, Cheezels, sweets.

4. 5 things I would do if I were a billionaire.
~donate, save and thrift. Billionaire still wanna thrift. xD

5. 5 of my bad habits.
~Doing things that I shouldn't do (like now, I'm suppose to be doing E.M homework!), being sarcastic, diss people?

6. 5 placed I have lived.
~I have lived in Kuching for 18 years and 7 days.

7. Jobs i've had.
~registrar for Microsoft Conferences with Techmex Staging Productions under Caddy Services.

I TAG
1. Elly Changi
2. Gwen
3. Anders
4. Jzlyne

Of Popularity and Such. Good or No Good?

warning: This post is gonna sound really braggy.


I realized that......my popularity has boosted in the span of just a week. People that I don't know start looking at me, if not looking, smiling at me or smiling and saying 'hi'. It's just crazy! Being a freshmen and already that "popular". I was denying that I'm popular last week but this week was evident that I am. There was a girl that I barely know (or met last time but barely can remember) said 'hi' to me and talked to me. Apparently we've met in the past but I don't remember. Can't blame me.....I always put my past behind me. And there's this guy.......I know he was my senior back in Green Road but I don't recall ever talking to him or ever knowing him. Then suddenly at the lobby he was like,"Hi, Christine Dior." I just smiled at him and said hi lah. Then when he was away, I was like,"Who's that??!!! What's his name again???" I hate it when people know my name but I don't know theirs. Cos it's just plain not nice to not know their name. Or forgetting that we've met! Yikes! And I've just registered myself in the forum and I introduced myself, and people started saying,"I've seen you around in campus." And I'm like o.O. Literally. In front of the PC at home. Gosh.....I don't even know who's that!



Well, I think it's my hair and my unforgettable name. But...haiyah. Even though there's so many people who know my name and lots of people around me and stuff, I do feel lonely at times lah. Still do. Parting with my 'gang' and going out to Swinburne on my own was not really an easy thing to do but was necessary to meet other new people. Despite having friends, they're in a different course if not, different class. I'm still alone. The girls in my class.....well, they're always not including me. (maybe cos I look like I'm building an invisible wall) Thankfully, I managed to get closer with the guys. Talked with them and trying to get to know them. Little by little, I'll have friends.


So happy to meet Colin!! Sighs.....I do miss my friends in high school. I appreciate people like Colin and Anders cos they are the people who make me feel really welcome in the class. Sadly, it's just those two. Can say that my last year in high school wasn't my most memorable one of all. I mean, you like kah... being changed from a class that you've grown to love and suddenly being placed in a class you never wished to be in? No right? It was a mistake for the school to do that. Though a better class, my results weren't getting any better due to emotional effect. It was worse than my usual results. Bayangkan, I used to get A for Chemistry and in that class, it dropped drastically to a C or a D. Or even fail.


I miss you all. I miss Mandy. I miss Antonia. I miss Jzlyne. I miss Doreen. I miss all of you!!! I tried calling Mandy yesterday but I can't get her. Maybe I'll try again later. Hopefully she's still awake. Prolly I'll call the other girls too since I've got lots of credit.

Handsome Dude

I was Google-ing a band called 'Chicosci' from Philipines cos after watching the MTV Asia Awards, I thought the lead singer's cute and decided to have a pic of him. Lo and behold, he's emo! I didn't know that. Emo is so gay. Emo is just so overrated. His makeup makes him look gay! He's better looking without the makeup! But I do realize that he does look a little bit like the handsome dude. LOL. Here's a pic.....


That's Miguel Chavez. Aka Miggy. At this angle, he looks like Handsome Dude. Whatever his name is. I shall call him Handsome Dude for now. I have a really bad feeling he's from the "other side". *gulps!* If you get what I mean by "the other side".

Only One

Being in the Engineering course, I'm one of the minority girls in class. Yup. One of the MINORITY. Especially in Physics class. There's 4-5 girls and the rest are guys. It's really difficult for me to have friends (girls) who are in the same course as I am. My friend Liani is taking Engineering but our time table are totally different! Only Engineering Maths jak sama. My other girl friends are either in IT or Business. Darn. And I only know two people who have EXACTLY the same time table as I do. Azme and Jap Siang. Yup, both are guys. I do think that I can 'click' with the guys better than the girls. *cos the girls do look nerdy* So looks like I have to force myself to talk to those two. I do talk to them lah....but they're so shy! I always have to look for opportunities and think of something to talk with them. I personally think guys should make the first move but I always HAVE to make the first moves. =.=" Call yourselves guys! Hmph!


So yeah, that's my short rambling of the day.


ooo.....it's my 100th post!

Birthday Bliss

Waiseh....yesterday, i tiba-tiba got a lot of ang pao for my birthday. Totally unexpected!! I specifically told my family I don't want anything fancy. In fact, I didn't even asked for anything on my birthday! Ne tauk they started giving me money...and my mom's friend too. Sighs. But my dad forgot my birthday.


Anyway, I went for the biggest, most hugest shopping spree I ever did in Kuching. Never in my whole 18 years in Kuching did I buy that many things before! I only do that in KL. Such a blessing! I really thank God for it. Even though at times money seem tight but He somehow provides! Financial problems are one of the reasons why I didn't want anything fancy-schmancy. Other than that, I'm just a person who don't demand much. My sis even told me how God provided her the money to give me.


Last night was also Green Road's Malam Kebudayaan. My brother told me it was a blast and rugi I didn't go. Argh! I wish I went!!! The highlight of the night were the shufflers and band. =) Somehow the combined performance of guitar+lead vocals+marching band+choir of Mara Bahaya worked. I can't believe it! Because it's deemed musically impossible but it turned out great. Weird huh?


Well, I did something better. I did the best shopping of my whole entire life. (I'm just saying that to console myself for not going.) Well, that's bout it. That's my not-so-fab-but-cool 18th birthday.

Birthday Lawak.

I still can't believe I actually forgot my birthday this year....again! My goodness!! After I got ready for college, I on my phone after it's whole night charging. I received 3 messages. I read the first one from Sylvia. It read "Bla, bla, bla..... Happy Birthday....bla, bla, bla...." And I was like,"Birthday?? My birthday meh???" Then I asked my sister,"What day's today?" "Friday. Why?" I stood there thinking for awhile...... Then I said,"Friday....Friday......... Oh yeah! Today's my birthday hoh!!!" *Stands there laughing* Yes, I laughed at myself. I suppose I was too engrossed with my Physics homework last night and also trying not to be late for class. I remembered last night actually. Kian Wee actually chat with me announcing "TOMORROW'S OUR BIRTHDAY!!" =.="


So that's my day. And I'm going out tonight! After class though. =.=" Till 8! I hope Raymond chia me..... My birthday woh.. *hint, hint*