Watchu Looking At??

The other day I did mention I ate lunch at Madam Tang's. Well....there's so many pondans working there!!! Eeeewwwww...... The worse part is, they kept staring at me. I know wherever I go people will look at me lah...cos of my hair. There's this one time I went to Secret Recipe and there were people admiring my hair. And at Lam's Place....also the same thing. Kinda got used to it already.


But these pondans? They're different. Why? Cos they STARED not look....STARED!!! My goodness.....I felt so uncomfortable. Clearly, they're jealous but.....don't stare until like that mah. I don't think I'll be going there again.....

Window Shopping

Last night I went to The Spring with my two sisters. My sis wanted to buy a modulator for the Kelisa cos our Kelisa's radio's not functioning. Well, we were considering a modulator or something to plug in my iPod to the car. Cos it's gonna be a long ride to Sri Aman... 3 hours. Can't go without music.


At Spring, I saw Shaun, ah Phael's cousin. Haha....wanted to say "Hai" but....I decided that I'm lawa so I didn't. =P


We went to Switch, the authorized reseller of Apple products. I saw what I wanted, something to plug in my iPod and it charges the iPod at the same time. BUT........it costs RM300++. Sighs......something so cool but so expensive. Huargh!! I want it...... Sighs..next time lah...when I already kerja.


The we went to another shop. Forgot the name... Saw a speaker for iPod. Doesn't charge it but okay larh....and it only costs RM39. But when we tried it, it wasn't loud and the sound quality just isn't there. So ended up buying a modulator and try whether can put iPod or not. If not just use USB lah. And I saw really cheap earphones. There's one....kononnya got Bass Boost but when I tried it on my iPod, all I hear was the guitars and no bass and the vocals were totally unheard! What to expect from an RM8 earphone anyway? Haha. Then I tried this China brand one. Slightly more expensive and it says "super bass". It's good. Can hear the bass, the vocals, the guitars....everything. It costs me a nice RM16. Not too bad....


After that we went off to Padini Autentics. Ahh......my favourite shop and the ONLY shop I would go to when at the Spring. Cos besides PA, there's Vincci. Aiyoh.....I fell in love with a dress. And I do have an urge to buy it but it's expensive!! RM196.90 Sighs.....And...I don't think it will suit most of my style but I really like it!! I love dresses....no hustle when wearing cos it's just one piece. And I fell in love with a pair of shoes at Vincci. It's heels. I really wana try heels this time. Hehe....and those heels are something that I can match with most of my clothes. So I think I'll be getting those heels. =) Now this is what I call love at first sight!!


After having a hard time leaving that place (cos my sis kept asking me,"ready or not??"), we went off to Big Apple to buy donuts. And again....I saw Shaun but pretended I didn't see him. And I know he saw me and I saw him taking out his handphone. And I should be expecting a message. And true enough, I got a message from him. Swt... How he got my number? He got it from Ralph. I don't really like people giving my number but....since I know Shaun, it's okay. And he thought my sis was my mom. =.=" I told my sis and she was like...again?? Well, at least he apologized after that.


Hmmm.....modulators don't work with iPods.

Chad Blondel's Concert

Overall, I liked the concert cos his singing....totally awesome! It's perfect! The bassist...waiseh.....got skill!! And looks.... =P At first I was just admiring his skills then I noticed his face....not too bad. Heheh.... Oh! And before the concert started, I saw a guy who has the kind of looks that I like. However, didn't see him again after that. Oh well...that's not my purpose for going to the concert anyway. I'm there to have fun in the Lord!!


The kekurangan of this concert is that....there's no lyrics!! How are we going to worship God comfortably when we don't even know the lyrics? I feel that it's more like worldly concert than a Christian one. And as a song writer, I'd like to know the lyrics. Anyways, I went there to worship the Lord!!


Well....it's fun though. I was basically screaming and clapping and jumping......even head banged! I was with my youth group and I found Pam. Haha.... We put our arms around our shoulders and head banged together. Ahh.....sama palak. =) I think my youth group's the craziest of all on the right side. HAha!! Especially the guys.... Really know how to enjoy themselves. Come to think of it...We should be in front leading everybody to jump and praise the Lord with the crazy things we can do....Haha!!


His songs are awesome! The rock songs...wah!! I like all the chord progressions. Wish I could make a song like that. Haha....but I'm just a budding song writer. Who knows? I could make a better one. I'm still thinking of a tune for a praise song. Surprisingly I can play cool, spontaneous tunes on the bass. Hopefully I can make a great praise song for people to praise God with.


Oh yeah! There was a band who played before Chad Blondel performed. They're called Synergy Youth. I like the girl's voice. Very suitable with what she's singing. A rocker voice... Wish I have it. Instead, I'm stuck with such an immature voice. Well....at least I can sing. =P


I hope to be able to form a group like Planetshakers and Hillsongs but it's Malaysia's very own. We now have 1a.m.. But I think we should have more. You never know, maybe someday I can tour with them and share with the world my song. I love to perform. It's my hobby. I love to emulate stage performances by Hayley Williams cos I think her stage performance is one of the best.

Well, that's all from me.

More songs..

This song is written for those who don't know the Lord and also for us Christians who at times, have forgotten to share about Jesus to those who really need Him. Me included.

Title: Passion For The Lost

Verse 1:
I see the lost, I see their pain
Lord, just heal them now
You hear their cry, You feel their pain
Hold them in Your embrace
Show them Your heart, show them Your grace
Your redeeming love
The sacrifice of Your only Son
Proves Your great love

Chorus 1:
Lord, save the lost
Lord, bring them light
And lead them to
Our Saviour King

Verse 2:
Oh, how we forget those who need
Your love and grace
Let's take our part and reach out
To unbelieving ones
Lord, give us passion for the lost
And bring them to You
Forgive us Lord for neglecting
The perishing

Chorus 2:
Forgive us, Lord
Renew our minds
And give us, Lord
A passion for Your name

Bridge:
Oh Lord redeem this, our generation (3x)

I'm Such A Fool!!!

I don't want to continue the cerita of the previous post lah. It's wrong for me to do this. Forget about it lah. It's not important.......


Haiyah....got somebody want to make me jealous. I don't know why.... Maybe she be song see me being a nice person or whatever lah. She's trying very hard to make me jealous but sorry lah....You're looking for the wrong person to start a cat fight, alright? I don't have time for petty arguments.


I knew from the start already lah.....I don't want to pretend I don't know anymore. Anyway, I don't think you all get what I'm talking about so what's the point I post this hoh?? Hmmm....luahan hati bah.


I feel like a fool these days. Cos I supposedly "fell in love" with someone that I shouldn't fall in love with. Haha.....I feel as though God's saying "What were you thinking?? I told you, didn't I? You stubborn girl....." And I feel as though He just hit me in the nougat cos I'm thinking very straight right now. Focus all set on Jesus. Haha!! Wonders....


But I feel like a fool because I never thought that I would succumb to this. I mean, I always have this mindset..."I'm the no. 1 Bachelorette." And that I'm waiting for a guy who fears God as much as I do etc. Who would've thought this would happen? I suppose it's to teach me to be patient and to remind me that I shouldn't settle for the things I have now. Cos I'm still young and there's better things ahead of me.


Oh well, I'm still human being. And I can't do things perfect. I acknowledge I need God. This is a lesson that I need nothing else but God and I live to please Him. It's part of my purpose here on earth anyway. =)

*BURP!!*

Aiyoh...full now. Really full.


Anyway, haiyah....this post is gona sound very emo. Just when I vowed not to have emo contents for the time being. Oh well....maybe I'll just try to spice things up. Make it cheery.


Well, Gwen told me that Syl was complaining to Ah Phael (via SMS) bout Natasha. This Natasha girl just simply accused Syl....it went like this......

"Oi you!!! Why you steal Raphael away from me??"
LOL? xD
Kids these days.....Sighs......

HAHA!! That's the funniest thing I've heard!!! Why? Cos Ah Phael don't even like Natasha and she claims he's her boyfriend. Weird lah.......


Anyway, Ah Phael told her......eh, I forgot already. Got it all mixed up....oh well, have to wait for tomorrow then. Ahahahahaaha!!!

Well, bottom line of the story is..........
I deserve someone better lah. Those two idiots memang secocok with each other.
Bodo sama bodo.

Beautiful Day!!!

Yesterday was by far one of the boring days of my life! Zzzzzzz.......Well, got something to do lah but it's purely work. It was all just typing. Zzzzzz........

The not boring part will be night time lah. When I went for the continuation of Jeremiah Abel's seminar on prayer. I think I became his official pianist lah. Cos Doreen was the pianist but he keeps looking at me to play the songs that he's singing. Haha....such an honour. My skills have indeed improved. =) I can play a song without the aid of tabs.

After the seminar, I went out with Elly, Frank, Calvin, Gwen and Raymond. Hehe....It's Friday night!! And I was really hungry after the seminar. Hmmm....having big appetites these days. At first we decided to go After Three. Haha....we sat in there and looked at the menu. Everything was so expensive so we decided to leave. The waitress just looked at us dumbfounded. Imagine....we just sat there for a while and looking at the menu. And the next thing you know, we're gone. =P That was the first time I ever did that!! It felt good.....=P After that we thought of going to McD but ended up in The Sun. That place okay larh.....I ate Mee Mamak. It's like.....sweet and spicy at the same time. Kinda weird but......edible lah. I couldn't finish it cos it's really rich....that I almost felt like puking.


And today........I decided not to go help out in band cos I have a lot of unfinished business to do. And to think I told Kester,"Okay. Aku free gilak....." Heheh....guess not. After my sis and I made our own breakfast, we went out. We went to Hock Lee to look around and to buy her spectrum at Lee's Music Centre, the music haven. =P Saw so many nice clothes at Hock Lee. Especially Mix Boutique. Ahh.......I must bring my dad there cos there's sales. =) I must get an attire appropriate for worship leading. Cool and decent. That's my style.

I ate Laksa for lunch at Madam Tang's. Heehee.....I love Laksa. It's the best!! Mmmmm.....


Today, I played around with my hair. Trying to create a better version than the one I came home with on Monday. And I did. It's the way I like it lah. Can't wait to try the Texturizing Paste I bought from Guardian. =)