Monday, April 13, 2009

What A Mess....

I feel that my life is in disarray at the moment. Everything is soooo.....disorganized. And it's showing. My room is a manifestation of it. Well, I hope to complete all assignments and homework soon! So that I can do my online shop that I promised myself.

Right now, am eating Garden Salad that I tapau from KFC. I feel like a cow eating grass. Ugghhhh.....I don't like salad but I have to have vegetables in my diet. Not been eating vegetables. *crunch, crunch, crunch*

The past few days were very gut-wrenching for me. Last Thursday, I sent Yanie to the airport and she asked me to help her give back her friend's report. So I took it. I went home and I just placed it at a table. Next thing I knew, I can't remember what happened to the paper. Only on Friday night did I remember my promise to Yanie. And I searched everywhere for it, only to find that I can't find it! It was gone!! My heart sank at that time. That night, I prayed real hard, asking God for a miracle that I would find it and also asking Him where is it cos.....He's a God who knows all things right? No harm asking. I didn't get an answer for Him then though.

Saturday. I woke up early just to ask around for the report. Also, I know that the rubbish people will be clearing our bins that day so I had to stop them! Everybody said they didn't see anything or threw anything away. That's when I had hope. My fear from the previous day was that it has gone into the rubbish bin and I was imagining myself scurrying and scavenging into my rubbish bin just to find the report. (imagines having to dive into the rubbish bin filled with maggots.*shudders*) So, I continued to look everywhere-my English file, my Inno file-everywhere! Still, I couldn't find it! I prayed even harder! But all I got was this-"why are you so worried? Relax, you have till Monday. You're searching everywhere but all at the wrong places." Suddenly I felt calm and relaxed and decided that I wait cos I will find it eventually. In fact, I have a notion that I've looked through that place but just overlooked it. Sunday went by, still no sign of it. Then Monday, today came. And I got a call from Yanie telling me bout meeting up with her friend to give back the report. Of course, I didn't tell Yanie about misplacing the report. I'm scared she'll freak out. So I just tried to sound as calm as possible but failed. Good thing is, she still had no clue cos she thought I sounded that way cos she assumed I was busy when I was not. After the call, I searched the house like a mad woman, going through the places where it could possibly be. At the same time, prayed hard. REAL hard. I went through my English file again and really flipping the pages. Then, to my amazement, it was in my English file all along! I felt so relieved at that point. And yes, I shouted "HALLELUJAH!" Truly, it was an amazing thing that happened.

I think God taught me a lesson not to be careless. ESPECIALLY WHEN THAT STUFF IS NOT YOURS!! The thought of losing that report would actually jeapordize someone else's marks is not a good feeling. Moreover when we have to deliver the bad news saying,"Hey! I lost your report! I hope you have a softcopy." And saying it with a very funny smile that is clearly guilt-stricken. No, no, no. I guess He is teaching me to be a good stewrad with other people's posession as well, not just mine.

Well, that's all from me. I hope to have more to share. Actually I do but I just ain't got the time to really sit down and type it out.

Laters! =)

1 comment:

BigGio said...

seriously, so lucky! what if nang hilang, camne ka...
n, seeing u diggin the rubbish bin? OMG...