Unpersonal but Personal

Wana blog bout personal feelings pun cannot. Cos my sister reads my blog so meh. What makes you think I wana blog bout personal stuff when she reads it? So my faithful readers..... Nothing juicy from me. Blame it on my sister. Hahaha...


Well, I'll just tell you bout my miracle. Last night, I miraculously have RM5 in my purse. Seriously. I know it's a miracle cos I remember when I went out with Sotong, I had no money left after our dinner at Spring. And I know I didn't put anymore money inside my purse after that. Not even on Saturday morning. Then suddenly when I went out with Raymond and the gang, there's RM5 in my purse. I tell you, I know my money very well. When I'm short, I know. When I have more, I know.


My brother thinks I'm a cheap skate. He thinks I'm gona get him a present that's worth less than RM10. Pfft! The only reason why I get affordable gifts it's cos it fits my budget! Now that I have money to spend, I'll buy something a little more expensive for him. And he bet that if I get something worth more than RM35, he'll do something for me. Oh...hahaha..... Yes, do something for me you shall my dear brother. Hehe. *tanduk keluar* I'ma get you something expensive and I'ma put the price tag for you to see. Don't get me wrong, I ain't gona buy something expensive just to make him eat his own words. I'm getting it for him cos he's my brother mah. I sayang my brother mah. Then suddenly he say that, I got pissed. Haha. So I intended to keep the price tag for him to see. What I intend to get him? Well, that's for me to know. And some people know.


And....I wana end this post by saying that I wana get a handphone. =) With camera. A good one. So that means a Sony Ericsson Cybershot phone. Heehee. Cos I wana take pictures while I'm on the go. Then my blog will be more interesting with pictures. Hee....and my Facebook will be flooded with my lousy photography. Ahahaha......


And now, let me get back to drowning my sorrows and blasting my eardrums off with Paramore.


Tata!! I'm happy cos of the drug called Paramorephine. =)

Last Day of Semester 1

What a nice day today is. LOL. Hmmm.....sad cos it's the last day of of my first semester. I've made many good friends in this 3 months. Sighs. Wish it was longer. So today, we took pictures as it is our last day of having classes and for memories for us to keep. I'll let the pictures talk. By the way, some were taken at the very top Swinburne's multi storey carpark and some at Swinburne's lobby.

Stress Gila!

I'm just so glad this day is almost over! So today wasn't really a good day for me. Was so frustrated that I was stuck halfway while doing my assignment. I tell you, I almost cried cos I was tired as well. This morning was worse. My mind wasn't even in Physics class! All I had in my mind was my assignment. I think the stress overload is gona give adverse effects to my health. Meh.


I was thinking of submitting my assignment on Monday or Tuesday. Cos usually assignments that are submitted late will cut marks only. But I got the most horrifying news in the afternoon-that I HAVE to submit it today because I won't have ANY MARKS AT ALL! And that was like....almost 4pm?? My God....My heart pounded so fast, I felt like fainting. Well, okay, I was exaggerating. But I was scared like hell! Even worse, we who decided to boycott IT class just now, in other words, Liang Wie and I-were suppose to present today! I can imagine Ayu's angry face already. Sighs...really not my day.


In the end, all went well lah. I heard the best news I've heard all day-that I can hand in my assignment on Monday. Felt as though one huge weight was lifted off my shoulders! Wanted to scream 'Hallelujah!' but I was in the library. And...other good things happened. Azmi chia me. =) So I miraculously saved money. Hahaha..... And I heard free music. People paid for the Battle of The Bands. I was listening for free while waiting for my car. But I missed out on head-banging and singing and screaming. How I wish I was in there with friends doing all those crazy stuff. Ah well. I missed my cousin's performance too. Dang! His music is definitely really nice. Excellent guitarist is he. His older brother too.

Clothes, Shoes & The What-nots.

Lots of ideas in my mind. Tonnes of them but I can't do. It's just so hard to maintain a hobby while studying. Why didn't I start doing fashion when I was young? My parents would definitely invest on sending me to a design school. Unfortunately it was discovered quite late. Then again, it's cool to be a full time Engineering student and a part time fashion enthusiaste. Like Chris Martin of Coldplay who continued his studies while making his music.


My favourite designer of all time is definitely Anna Sui. Her collections are just beautiful! She's into rock music too. No wonder her designs has that rock chic thing going on. Absolutely love it!



Anna Sui's 2008 Spring Collection

And my favourite of Spring 2008 is....



Beautiful.....love the pink hair. Haha. Wish I can have hair like that. But it's a wig.



Looks familiar doesn't it? Got inspired by Anna Sui and decided to wear something like it for my cousin's wedding.


I was looking through CLEO October 2008 magazine yesterday and saw alot of styles that I was thinking bout appearing in the magazine and I was like "Woot!". Takkan lah so chun..... I was thinking of black and white and there were lots of black and white numbers featured in it. And I was thinking of hats and there's hats too! I suppose I can predict the trend. lol. But not nice lah like that....Then I won't be so unique nemore. Darn. I was thinking of.....brightly coloured pink long tube shirt worn over a white sleeveless paired with yellow tights and a black belt. Black high-cut Converse and.......top it off with a Fedora. =) Don't forget white-rimmed shades too. Haven't realy tried though. Meh. I doubt it if you all understand what I'm talking bout. I really have this urge to cut my prom dress and make it shorter. Haha. So it becomes a shirt.


I really wana take up dress making lessons during my hols. I really wana make my own dress. Who knows? I may make it to my dream of being a fashion designer. For now...... damn it Christine, start studying!!


I'm loving shoes by Nine West too but it's way out of my budget. I'll just dream...



Lovely eh? It just looks so cool....

*laughs*

Today's just plain hilarious. So I have to blog bout this even though I said I'll be MIA. Earlier part of the day was not really fun. I had to endure hours of waiting. I was in the last session so I've no choice but to wait. And I tell you, I was nervous man!! So nervous that it made me hungry. Haha. Eh, nervousness takes up energy you know! Anyway, waited till I was tired and not nervous anymore. Too tired to be nervous.


I met my school mate, junior, Stansfield Chua Hua Min. (haruskah I engkah full name? xD) And met another guy called Jonas Gumis randomly, who unfortunately failed his parking. Kesian I see him. (Serve you right for laughing at that Indian lady who failed before you!) Stansfield commented when I did my bukit.."Confident juak na kau tok! Kau sik nervous ka?" Well, don't be fooled by the face. I'm actually nervous tahap dewa but I just know how to control it. Biasala. Performer bah.


So bla, bla, bla....I passed. =) I wanted to get Arvin's Yayasan Sarawak application form so that I can help him send to Hasil for stamping. So I decided that since I can drive, why don't I drive? So drive I did to Swinburne. I know, I know....illegal. Who cares. My passenger is my sister. LOL. Actually, supervisor lah. She's been a good girl. She didn't panic at all.


At Swinburne, I called Arvin only to find that he's at Da Light Food Court. Kinda paniced cos I'm driving. LOL. At Da Light, cun2 Arvin and Melissa finished their meal so I offered to send them home. So send them home lo.... Those two were my unexpected and unfortunate passengers. (Oh Lord!) I told them to pray hard while I'm driving. xD Fuh! Pressure you know! Cos those two can drive. 3 pros watching the noob. Scarrryyyy.... It's worse than the test I tell you. Overall okay lah (I think only lah) just that......AHAHAHA.......I ALMOST KNOCKED THE SWINBURNE GUARD. Arvin was like,"OMG!! You almost knocked the guard!!" We all laughed. Then at Chillipeppers, my enjin mati. Laughed even more. Alamak. Malu eh! I was doing fine and after almost knocking the guard, I became kinteo. Ehehehe.... Hilarious and crazy.


Ok. Ya jak. Babai.

Micro

Darn. My body lotion's finished which means I have to spend money again. Everything finished all at the same time! And all are equally important. Cleanser, body lotion and soon, my contact lens. Holes are everywhere in my pocket. Sighs. The price of beauty.


Driving test tomorrow. Kinda nervous. Meh. Who wouldn't be? There's pressure though. I really don't wana fail cos I can't afford to. So I just need to relax and not think bout it so much. I'll worry bout it tomorrow. Haha.


What I'm more worried about is my performance. I just feel like.....I don't care anymore. And when I start feeling that way, I become disfunctional. It is worrying. Damn. Ah well, eventually I'll have to buck up. For now, adios!


I may go on a short hiatus. Just maybe.

A Short Post

I got my working mode back. All thanks to the trip to the library. Amazing how it transformed me into a nerd once more. =) So much to do, so little time. Ah well.


Swinburne's gona have an Anime Convention and they're looking for MCs, bands, dancers etc. I was thinking of trying out for MC or a band. I don't know. I'll look into it. Anyway, it's on Febraury and I'm having a holiday at that time. A long one. Hee....

*yawns!*

Oh no...I really can't get myself to work. There's just so much to do but I just can't put my mind on it. Argh! Still on holiday mood. =.=" That's one of the reasons why I hate holidays. I get lazy after holidays. Not before. That's worse. And I bet you're all sick to see me blog about things that happen. Haha.


I'm so totally in love with Paramore's latest single!! Decode. It's a soundtrack for the movie Twilight. Ahahaha....so gona watch the movie. It should be good. Here's the video.





Maybe I need sleep. I hope I get some ideas for my magazine production. I'm doing music and culture. Wish I got fashion (I was suppose to until some group of girls decided to have it. And honestly speaking, I was kinda dissappointed.). Ah well....I'm just afraid I'll have biased views in music. Being all into rock music and a big fan of Paramore and Coldplay. I don't really know any other music that's better than that. When it comes to fashion, I'm not biased. I'm pretty open to anything as long as it looks nice.


I'm loving my college life now. Better than secondary school. Plainly because I had the most depressing final year in Green Road. So college is compensating for it. Don't wana cerita bout it lah. It's very depressing to think about it.


Anyways, that's the past. Oh yeah....I was suppose to go to SMK Batu Lintang last time but decided to go to SMK Green Road instead. This time round, I'm friends with quite a lot of people from BL. Is it to compensate the time that I was suppose to be in BL? LOL.


I think I wana sleep. I played Dota last night from midnight till about 2.30am. Tried to Dota myself to sleep. LOL. DIdn't really work. Adios my amigos!

I Don't Know What To Put Here..

Last night was great. Though I didn't get a chance to rest the whole day. Pretty fun. Two pics from last night is as of above. LOL. Frank and his Marilyn Monroe look. =.=" Andee says he's getting worried for him. XD


Today, today, today.....back to school or should I say college and studying. Zzzzzz....... So I curi-curi holiday last Friday. Well, with the exception of going for Physics on Friday. Anyways, I decided to really have a holiday last week and I did. Time for me to get my head on my studies. Finals coming up and assignments waiting for me. That's why. I made it a point not to think of it all last week. This week have to liao. Cannot slack nemore. It's bad enough to see my Physics result and knowing the fact that my marks this time affected my overall marks. I can't get a HD for Physics nemore. So much for aiming for straight HDs. Sighs...


I went for a little shopping just now. Just for my neccessities. You know how you take a long time to save up for something and in just a split second, your money's all gone? That's what happened. I took one week just to save up for a moisturiser and in just one trip to Guardian, almost RM30 all gone for just one item. =( Why does it have to be that expensive? It's really not cheap to be a girl...


Oh! And I had this idea of wearing men's shirt. LOL. A new creation I'd say. Well, not really. Just that ladies in Kuching haven't worn anything like it yet. So let's just say I'm pioneering the trend here. It was in magazines a long time ago. Quite surprised that people didn't try it here. Cos it's actually very nice. Haihs...Kuching people will always be Kuching people. Not very daring to try new stuff till others have. I got the idea when I went to buy my shoes then I remembered seeing a girl wearing men's shirt at Spring. She's didn't look very pretty in it but....I thought that if I wore it with a nice belt, it would look nice. And looked nice it did. It was beautiful!


Well, when I told my mom that I wanted my dad's old working shirt, she was like,"What on earth do you want that for?" "I have and idea I'd like to try." As usual, she had that sceptical look on her face. It didn't look like it but I know when she's sceptical. The mother's child always knows. LOL. Yet again, I baffled her with my creation. My mom's always sceptical with my sudden clothes venture. Like how I cut my skirt and sew it and made it into a beautiful tube dress. Ah well, she should learn to trust my wild instincts when it comes to clothes. I know what I'm doing. =) Anyways, I don't have any photos of my creation to show you. My camera's not cooperating with me. I do hope to be able to post it here. You can use my ideas. After all, art is free.

Daily

Today, we're suppose to practice for the Patronal Dinner presentation at my place. So....rami lah my house today. After the practice and all, we just lepak2 in my house. Too lazy to go back I suppose. I don't mind lah. It's not everyday that I can have friends over. I actually like it. They loved my Brownies. =) Every crumb's gone now. I am happy....I just love to see the smile on their faces. It just spells satisfaction. Haha.


Lunch was a bit of a problem. I didn't expect them to stay long so I decided to cook maggie for all of them. There's also some leftovers from yesterday so I fed them with that. Then my mom came with fried rice....Thank God!! Cos I think Maggie Mee can't satisfy us. Hey you all, we should do this more often. =)


After they left, I decided to watch The Dark Knight. I didn't last throughout the movie. Hehe. I fell asleep....ahhahaha. Too tired lah. Woke up at around 5 something, almost 6, played a little bit of Dota. Yeah. I'm back to gaming. Just hope that I don't get all crazy bout it like last time.


I got them shoes! Woohoo!! My second choice shoes, that is. My first choice is actually some black heels but.....I can't walk around in campus with heels!! That is unpratical lar. I needed walking shoes. So I opted for the flats. They're not too bad. Really proud of my buy. Whee~~~


Sunderland and Arsenal draw by the way. 1-1.

The Men In My Life (I suppose this is an appropriate title for this)

Today, had trouble waking up cos I'm still in my holiday mood. Sighs. I feel like the holiday's over even before I could close my eyes. LOL. Ah well. That's life. At least I managed to get my ass to class unlike SOME PEOPLE. Huhu.....I was alone in my class. The people I usually hang out with weren't there. Syaza's back in Miri celebrating Raya. Liang Wie came late but didn't go class. Phillex went to send his friend off to the airport. While me? I'm at class. Zzzz..... Well, let's look on the bright side. Bukan aku yang rugi. Ahahaha..... Actually Phillex and Liang Wie wanted to go for lab sessions but Mr. Richard said there weren't any. So tak jadi do our Friday ritual. You guys left me alone. Sobs.... I understand lah. You guys had something.


In the afternoon, went to open a BSN account with Arvin for our Yayasan Sarawak loan thingy. Then at BSN, met Josef. Hahaha.....small world. Anyway, I was carrying my laptop cos I thought of going for English class after that. So Arvin offered to carry my bag for me. Sweet eh? Haha....after dropping him off at campus, my sis said to me,"Wah, he very sweet ah, carry your bag for you." Then I said,"Biasalah. The guys that I know are sweet." I really thank God that He put guys that are kind and caring in my life. Cos being in Engineering, there's not many girls so I have to be close friends with guys. There is the fear that some guys may take advantage of me. But thank God, the guys in my class are good. They treat me like their own sister and friend. Well, Arvin's not the only one who carries my bag, Phillex does too. You guys are awesome!


Hanging out with guys has its disadvantage too. People tend to think a certain guy is my boyfriend. Ahahaha.....think again. Neither of them are. I know, I know, I like to play with people's minds so I just let them think so. Just to let you all know, I don't have a boyfriend. Hehe. I try not to get into a relationship plainly cos I don't think it's the appropriate time (I demand a lot on commitment, you see). Also, I'm trying not to look at what's on the outside but what's inside. But whatever happens, happens lah.


And tonight, I had this sudden urge to bake so I baked beautiful Chocolate Brownies. I believe I have perfected it after making it many times in my life. Hahaha....beautiful!

My Name Is Chris

I don't feel like doing anything tonight. I'm just tired. (LOL. Serve myself right for going out till late!) Ah well. It was a good movie. Anyways, I forgot what I wanted to say. Hahaha.......


Come one, think! Kinda suk bout something but I better not 'dwell' in those thoughts. Ah! I suddenly remembered what I wanted to say! ehehehe.....


I've got a new nickname! Well, not so new but I've not heard people calling me that in a Loooonnnggggg time. They call me Chris. =) I actually LOVE that nickname. I just don't know why people don't call me that back in high school. They like to trouble themselves by calling my full name. Christine. Hello? That's TWO syllables! And the people who calls me Chris are guys. First, it was Malcom of course then it was Mac. And that Azmi....laughing at the nickname Mac gave me. Apelah awak nih? Tak penah dengar ke? Yerdeh....speaking lepeh inda...Kuakuakua!!


That phrase "They call me Chris" reminds me of a song by The Ting Tings. Hahahaha..
"They call me her. They call me Stacey. They call me Jane. That's not my name. That's not my name...." A really stupid song. MAybe I should remake it to my own version.

"They call me her. They call me Christine. They call me Chris. That is my name. That is my name...."


I un-proudly present you...... THE TING TINGS!!!! (HAHAHHAHAHAHA......weird name..)





Sighs. My style is like....really down in the dumps. I just don't know what to wear anymore. I just simply grab something out of the closet. That's not so good. Ah well, I'll get past this someday. Someday. Hopefully soon. And I really need to get well from my flu. And cough. Grr....

Happy Merdeka people!

Happy Merdeka to all Malaysian citizens out there! Hehehe... Well, I didn't do much lah...Just came back from McD to bid farewell to my cousin who'll be leaving for Scotland. Met Lizard on the way. Chit-chatted. Bla, bla.......


Oh yeah, there was fireworks near my house. It's was beautiful! Watched it with my brother. Sweet eh?


Anyways, nothing much to blog about apart from the fact that I am sleep deprived and my brain being unable to think properly due to tiredness. I wana sleep but I'm just to full to sleep. I ate a Spicy Chicken McDeluxe LARGE and it was still so small. Sighs. And it costs so much.


Almost forgot one thing....


I went for Girls' Brigade today. I was so tired after my maths quiz but I thought I'd just go. After all, I'm the one who decided to come back and serve. A commitment is a commitment. No compromise. Today's my first day with the Cadets (Cadets are girls aged 9 years and below if I'm not mistaken.) They're just adorable lots. They learned how to wash plates today and they got so excited by the end of it. Even the quiet ones suddenly became chatter boxes. LOL. After their achievement, they went to get their bags and two of them got my bag and water bottle for me. Awwww.....that is just so sweet! I'm am touched by their small acts of kindness. Thank you cute little ones.