Must Have Title Ka?

Whee~~~~ I'm free of tests!! For now lah..... I can sleep well tonight. =) I've not been sleeping properly cos I was worried about my test. 2 tests in a day is insane. Both are major subjects and I don't think I'll do well. Not to say I won't pass(of course, hopefully I'll pass), I might not meet my expectations. And I have to admit, I am different from the Christine you saw back in high school. She's a little more kiasu now. Well, I am kiasu when need be at least.


Prom night's coming up. I'm still contemplating on whether to go or not. Still not sure. Well, mainly I'm waiting for luck that some guy asks me to be his date(ahem! Abg Cina) or just go with friends. Like what Phil, Liang Wei and I talked about the other day. We go as bachelors(I, the bachelorette) then we look for partners while we're there. Lol....as if we're excellent flirters. I don't think that's gona happen.


I don't really know what I wana post today but I thought of an interesting one. The other day, I don't know why, by chance or whatsoever my friends were asking me how's Green Road like. So I tell them my story. So I think I'll tell you things that you may know or not know about my school. And also our deepest and darkest secret that may shock you.


Green Road's nothing much actually. We're excellent academically, often having the highest number of PMR and SPM achievers in Sarawak(I think). That's the good part. The bad part or perhaps the coolest part bout Green Road, is that it's a school with no rules. Yes, the rules are there but never practiced. "Ghost rules" you may call it. Why is Green Road seemingly without rules? Wana go out? Skati you la. Go out of class la. Teacher won't scold. If they scold pun nothing happen. So just go out if you want to. Don't feel like coming to school? Sure. Stay at home is you like. Wana sleep in class? Go ahead. There's no stopping you. Just sleep. Need to smoke? Yeah, sure. Just head down the toilet to smoke. Greeting teachers? Nah, who needs them? Wana fight? Fight la. It's not like the teachers or the school's gona do something bout it right? Girls would wear earrings and have crazy hairdos or not tie their hair at all. So does the guys. Their hair all spiked up and long.


Yup. That's Green Road. The irony is that we're smart. People usually have this impression that smart school people are lao sik, goody-goody people with halos floating over their heads. Haha....think again. It's really not like that in Green Road. Really. I am not making things up. All the things I said up there is all true. (I am one of those who skati keluar class and sleep in class btw.) But honestly speaking, I think we're a little too young to not have rules.


Hmmm.....I don't know what's this thing that I have with Physics class. Way back in Form 4, I always sleep in Physics class. In Form 5, I get sleepy but not to the extend that I'll actually sleep lah. Then now, in college, I still do that! I can't help it lah. This week, I was really sleepy tahap dewa. I really had to sleep that day. It's like......I'm cursed to sleep in Physics class or something. Haha...I don't know. Maybe cos of the way the lecturer/teacher teach is boring and uninteresting.


That's all of my ramblings for now.

Crap

I'm tired and I'm sleepy but I gotta go on.


Ever wondered why we're suppose to do something but do other things instead?


Yeah, me too.

Music Pumps The Heart

I'm dropping Drama Club. Definitely. I sorta lost interest and came to realize that it isn't really what I wanted. It was worth trying though. I want music!! I want....a band. Like marching band or something. Something music....in a concept that I like that is. No way am I gona join Choir. No offense but.....there's nothing to it in choir. No challenge, no nothing. And it's very much old fashion and out of trend lah. Marching band is already invading Sarawak(in fact, we're one of the states that produce good bands.). If you think marching band, you should think world dominion. LOL. Cos that's what it's looking like now. Widely advertised. It has become cooler and more appealing than the conventional orchestra or choir. Meh. Once you're in a marching band, you'll get what I mean.


Music....I need music. That's what I need and that's what I miss. The music scene. Swinburne definitely has nothing much to offer in this area. No marching band. No orchestra. Nothing. Nada. No way am I gona join Dancesport Club. They keep using that song "Low". Got bored of it already lah. It's pretty much like......if you hear "Apple bottom jeans, boots with the fur......" you know that Dancesport Club's just round the corner practicing. It has become their trademark.


I was thinking of joining the Avant Garde concert my brother was talking bout. But....I'm really not confident with my flute skills lah. And to think of practice time some more. And being with people who actually had formal flute lessons. Unlike me, who learn secara koboi. Hmmmm...... It's been a while since I've touched the flute and read tauges. Hehe. I'm a more of a spontaneous pianist. I don't like following tauges.

My Name Is Chris

I don't feel like doing anything tonight. I'm just tired. (LOL. Serve myself right for going out till late!) Ah well. It was a good movie. Anyways, I forgot what I wanted to say. Hahaha.......


Come one, think! Kinda suk bout something but I better not 'dwell' in those thoughts. Ah! I suddenly remembered what I wanted to say! ehehehe.....


I've got a new nickname! Well, not so new but I've not heard people calling me that in a Loooonnnggggg time. They call me Chris. =) I actually LOVE that nickname. I just don't know why people don't call me that back in high school. They like to trouble themselves by calling my full name. Christine. Hello? That's TWO syllables! And the people who calls me Chris are guys. First, it was Malcom of course then it was Mac. And that Azmi....laughing at the nickname Mac gave me. Apelah awak nih? Tak penah dengar ke? Yerdeh....speaking lepeh inda...Kuakuakua!!


That phrase "They call me Chris" reminds me of a song by The Ting Tings. Hahahaha..
"They call me her. They call me Stacey. They call me Jane. That's not my name. That's not my name...." A really stupid song. MAybe I should remake it to my own version.

"They call me her. They call me Christine. They call me Chris. That is my name. That is my name...."


I un-proudly present you...... THE TING TINGS!!!! (HAHAHHAHAHAHA......weird name..)





Sighs. My style is like....really down in the dumps. I just don't know what to wear anymore. I just simply grab something out of the closet. That's not so good. Ah well, I'll get past this someday. Someday. Hopefully soon. And I really need to get well from my flu. And cough. Grr....

I Love Tuesdays. =)

I am not hanging with my 'bestfriend' anymore. Hehehe..... I'm now hanging out with the guys. Malcom, Aldrin and Josef. Yup. Iban guys. I'm more comfortable with them anyway. They're nice. Really. It was nice of Malcom to invite me to join him for lunch but I want to go home for my lunch. It's Tuesday! My freest day of all...I don't wana waste it.

I memang hang out with guys lah but now, I wana hang out with them even more. I know that some people may think I like this guy or that guy cos I'm close with them or whatsoever. I just let them think so. Kinda interesting to see people have misunderstandings. Ah....but they don't know who am I really into out of all the guys I hang out with. Well, that's best kept to myself.

Can't wait till I can legally drive. I was speeding and my car mati in the middle of the road. So embarassing. Haha.

And I like Quietdrive's Rush Together. Makes me jiwang all over for some reason.

Life Is Simple.

Life is simple. Believe or not?

Don't believe? I show you lah. Life actually very simple one.

And you think good deeds can bring you to heaven?

Then again, why work so hard?

When....by God's grace, we can enter heaven.

(I ain't saying to take God for granted of either.)

And again, life is SIMPLE.

Why make life difficult? Why be upset over petty things?

To make life simple.....

Discard all unnecessary burdens.

Cut here and there.

That's when life becomes sooo care free. =)

Why lah?

These days I very nyanyuk lah. Last week, I didn't check my Blackboard so I didn't know that there's Engineering Maths extra class. So I came an hour late lah. Malulah I.... And for IT tutorials, it's suppose to start at 2.30pm but I thought it starts at 3.30pm. I was at library lah then I got a phone call from Yanie. Conversation went something like this..

Yanie: Christine? Ko cne?

Me: Library.

Yanie: Aih... kan dah start class?

Me: Yaka? Kan start 3.30pm?

Yanie: Sik lah.... 2.30pm!

*panics*

Horrific right? Dahlah when I went to class, lecturer like got bad mood jak. Seems like I wasn't the only one who's late. According to my friend, a lot of them came late so she's pissed. Darn. Not a good day for me. I was hoping to make people laugh at my story but...memandangkan she don have mood, then no.

Lesson is, never be nyanyuk and make use of the Reminder function in your phone.

And I am so sick right now. I can't continue EM and I don't think I'll be going to class tomorrow. Huhu...as much as I want to, I think I won't. I really wish I can puke right now.